Dun noe y, the quizzes on mental age tt I took online recently all showed tt I am very mature, or maybe over mature than wad I should be, the results were all like more than twice of my actual age……
Maybe, sth is really changed in me bah~~~~
I started to hate the noise around our CT bench at break time, I nv felt tt way b4. This forced me to put on my earpiece and adjust the vol of the music until I cannot hear anything outside. Though I noe it is bad for my hearings and I dun even dare to try it last time, now, I am sort of addict to the loud music, it really helps me to concentrate on my work.
Also started to miss my family quite often. It became a habit of mine to call back home every week, especially when there were some festivals. Something happened last year made me more appreciate ppl around me. I cannot predict anything and I cannot not change anything. The pity cannot be avoided, but it can be reduced……
The “soap opera” on TV is not attractive to me any more, though I used to crazy abt it. Just feel tt the Cinderella type of fairy tales are quite crap. I think I can only accept the cartoon form bah~~~
All those above sounds a bit pessimistic, but actually I am not. I am still the optimistic and retarded me, is just tt I now have wisdom to guide me, what is my priority, wad I should do and wad I should not do! No need to think whether it is worth or not afterwards, cos this is wad should be done b4 tt. Never regret anything, just carry on with all those good or bad experiences! =)
I won’t avoid or escape from things tt I should face, cos like tt I will never noe I am ok or not. I won’t just assume or shout out I am ok, cos like tt I will always question or maybe confuse myself. It is only when I can face it normally, like nothing has happened, then I can announce it to myself proudly, I am ok!
I will always look forward to my wonderful future, but I will never idealize it anymore!!!=)))
Share a song called mei3 li4 xin1 qin2. I will always see things with my beautiful mood!!! =)))
美丽心情
本多ru ru
多雨的冬季总算过去
天空微露淡蓝的晴
我在早春清新的阳光里
看着当时写的日记
原来爱曾给我美丽心情
像一面深遂的风景
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆
只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气
让他永远记得曾经有一个人
给过完完整整的爱情
那曾经爱着他的心情
有一股傻傻的勇气
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆
只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气
让他永远记得曾经有一个人
给过完完整整的爱情
只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气
当我安安心心地走在明天里
有不后悔美丽的心情