29.3.0912:24 am
Super High~~~~
Today is such a busy day, but it is busy of playing!!! Muhahaha!!!XDDD
The schedule today for yanglu zhoujing and me is dame tight. We travel around singapore today to attend 3 events! LOL!!! Tt sounds like some celebrities who have tong1 gao4 to rush to!!! haha!! XDD
Firstly, 3 of us live in the west, we meet at the south to sing K in the morning. We were seriously dame high, the Kbox section was planned long time ago when we were panicing for our blocks, 3 of us felt the need to have some form of abstraction after blocks, and finally today is the day!!! haha!! we were jumping on the sofa through out the 4 hours of singing section, haha!!! Dame shuang3 ah!!! =DDDD
Secondly, after our Kbox section, we rushed down to Pasir ris park for our CLL barbecue section. All the ppl there only wore Tshirts and shorts, 3 of us felt dame out cos we were quite formaly dressed lah!!! Nvm, we were always the over dressed ones!!! LOL!! Did not stay very long also, cos still have another dinner to rush to, but had da3 bao1 some chicken wings to eat on the way to our next station, but it is super unglam lah. Cannot imagine the pic of 3 quite formaly dressed girls running in the Pasir ris park and holding a chiken wing each!!! LOL!!! This is super funny lor!!! hahahaha!!! XDDD
Took cap down to our next event--- Brandon's Bday party @ Pines which is somewhere in the north bah. The taxi driver was just $^&^*##$@, 3 of us were trying our best to control ourselves in order to not spoil our day because of such an disgusting person. Anyway, the party was dame fun, haha!! We were quite conservative at first, cos everyone wear so nicely, so must behave ourselves lor, but we got high through the party, then started to do all those crazy acts and poses, and took pics with each other!!! haha!!!
I am back to home, the west just now!! haha!! Wad a wonderful day it is!!! =))
I have took like 100 plus photos today, shall upload all of them on my facebook!! =)))
25.3.099:22 pm
Jolin ROCKS!!!!!
My dearest Jolin is going to release her new album this fri, 27th March 2009!!! Wowwww!!!=DDDD
Share this MV here, she is really dame imba!!!!! (on the right handside)
The lyrics of this song is quite interesting leh!!! haha!! XDD
大丈夫
Jolin + Nick
我真的搞不太懂 你怎麼會選擇寂寞
要的通通都有 就少了那一個男朋友
你還要 ㄍ一ㄥ多久
你到底挑什麼
聽比說得多 不怕我囉唆
知道我難過 陪著我沉默
手機桌布只有我
很多甜蜜小動作
自己吃飯沒胃口
刷卡之前先問我
喜歡我朋友 也會愛我的狗
懂環保愛地球 保護我像英雄
總是大方介紹我 什麼節日都記得
陪我減肥吃蘋果 幫我買口紅
i don't want a boyfriend
i need a real man
誠實的嘴 可靠的肩 溫柔的眼
i don't want a boyfriend
real man real man real man real man
何時出現 何時出現 何時出現 何時出現
會玩會工作
會瘋會生活
會下廚會運動
會愛會作夢
又像男孩又成熟
對我大方自己摳
教我絕招打電動
什麼都有我
i don't want a boyfriend
i need a real man
誠實的嘴 可靠的肩 溫柔的眼
i don't want a boyfriend
i need a real man
real man real man real man real man
可會出現 可會出現 可會出現 可會出現
我現在有一點通 該怎麼解決你寂寞
你說了兩三分鐘 我願意花兩三年去做
既然你ㄍ一ㄥ很久
要不要等等我
大丈夫耍酷耍溫柔 肩膀什麼都扛得動
我嘴唇輕輕動一動 就知道我在想什麼
just show me one real man
十項全男 real man
i don't want a boyfriend
i need a real man
誠實的嘴 可靠的肩 溫柔的眼
i don't want a boyfriend
i need a real man
real man real man real man real man
i don't want a boyfriend
i need a real man
誠實的嘴 可靠的肩 溫柔的眼
i don't want a boyfriend
i need a real man
real man real man real man real man
8:55 pm
Emmm~~~~
Got back 2 papers today~~~~
Math was ok, but can be better lah. Then CLL~~~ Ai~~~ If I get half of tt 20 marks i did not do, my result will be quite nice. I must say 20 marks can make a lot of difference~~~
Dun want to care abt the results thingy lah!!! Had my Taekwondo 2nd trainning today!!! haha!!! Was practicing the pattern the coach taught last lesson, cannot imagine I am going for grading next sun!!! Wowww!!! I noe all the steps liao, but is just tt I am not sure I can do it well or not!!! Anyway, it is just the basic level, not tt hard to master it lah!!! hahahaha!!! I will be a yellow belt soooooon!!! muhahahaha!!!XDDDD
24.3.0910:52 pm
It is finally over~~~~
Yayyy!!! Block test is finally over!!! Maybe because of the one week holiday, it gave me a feeling tt it takes forever to end~~~~
Had BOTH bio and chem today~~~ Bio was comparatively ok, but chem, it just made me wanna take MC half way through the paper. This is going to be the first time tt my bio grade is higher then tt of my chem~~~~ Ahhhhh~~~~ Dun want to think abt it liao, it is over anyway!!! Also dun want to think abt the contract tt made me sooooo stress for the block test, God will decide what is best for me!!! =)
Well, there are a lot hwks tt i owed b4 the block test, have to face them now~~~ =( Btw, there will be Bio Skill A this fri, i think i will mug for tt first lah, it is the only chance and it has the double weightage~~~~ haix~~~
Ok, not tt bad lah, at least i still have sth to look forward to this Sat!!! Haha!! Got sooooo many events on sat!!! hahahaha!!! There will be CLL barbecue, STJ (maybe) and also Brandon's birthday party!!! I think I will be very busy of rushing to one place from another!!! Hahaha!!! Nothing will be more enjoyable than busy with playing!!!! Muhahahaha!!!!
11.3.095:17 pm
I WANT TO SCREAM~~~~
ROAR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Basically, I screwed up my GP & CLL today!!!=(((((
GP was freaking difficult lah, I stared at the compo paper for like 10 mins, still dun noe wad I should write, in the end I had no choice but to choose the mass media question which was considered as a dangerous topic to tackle with. Ok, nvm! The compre was a killer, I totally dun understand wad the writer was crapping abt, wad people like to make love in a secret place??? Pornography and obscenity??? It was totally CRAP CRAP CRAP~~~~~~~~AHHHH~~~~~~~~
Ok, later on the CLL was totally HILARIOUS!!! I finished the paper half an hour earlier, I felt very satisfied after finish writing 11 pices of the gao3 zhi3 which had abt 660 words each.I was wondering how come my fellow CLL friends got soooo many things to write ah, while checking my answers agian and again. When the teacher asked as to pass our scrips from the back to the front, I was thinking why Yang Lu's scrip soooo thick ah (cos she was sitting behind me)? Got soooo many things to write meh?
At 4 plus, the sch was very quiet, Zhou Jing, Yang Lu and me were talking abt the test while making our ways to the bus stop. Yang Lu was saying tt she cannot finish the paper, got soooo many things to write, then we found out tt she did not see the instruction which says,"2 choose 1", so she got do an extra question of 20 marks. 3 of us laughed very loudly on the stair case of A block. We countinue laughing until we walked to the gate. Yang Lu took out her paper and looking at the instruction agian, both me and zhou jing laugh at her madly. Then she changed the topic to the question below and asked me how to do it, I was saying tt I chose to do the first one. Zhou jing was shouting at me, MUST DO BOTH while pointing to the instruction on the paper, which says "Both must be done" 3 of us laughed more vigorously. Zhou jing was referring to two of us using a very disappointed tone, "U two are really 'imba' ah!!" LOL~~~~
Oh, my tianzzzz, I felt like laughing instead of crying over the 20 marks out of 120 tt I straight away lost in my JC2 Block Test 1!!! Wad the hell!!! I think lin lao shi will surely use me and yang lu as an "example" or may be a comparison of not reading the instruction, in a bad way and a even worse way, and largely advertised to the whole CLL cohort!!! Ahhhh~~~~
Prepared to be suaned by lin lao shi~~~~TOT
8.3.098:52 pm
100 days have passed~~~
100 days are long or short, everyone have different answers at different time......
No matter how many times u cried, the pity in ur heart still cannot be released. Maybe tt is why it is called pity bah~~~
I dun have a full memory of my childhood, but ever since the part I can remember, there is full of love, care and kindness of my grandpa, who appeared in my compo soooo many times. But, he have being travelling for 100 days alr. He did not wait for me to grow up, did not wait to see what I am going to be, did not wait for me to take care of him......
He came to my dream last night, and he hugged me. Though it is impossible, I still hope tt I can really hug him one last time, before carrying on my life without such an important person......
悲,莫过于子欲养而亲不在!
May God's blessing be with you, always......
6.3.098:57 pm
This week~~~
Was very stressed for the coming block tests, the teachers threatened us with the difficulty of the paper, but i still cannot find time to revise. Ahhh~~~~ GG!! =(((
Joined taekwondo this wed, it was very de cool!! Wow!!! I like the clothes, it looked very de professional!! LOL!!1 Learnt some basic pattern from the coach, actually it was not tt easy to co-ordinate, cos it should be the same hand and same leg together!!! LOL!!! XDDD
Got back my GSC result today, I was really very nervous this afternoon. Me and my CLL gang were waiting outside the LEP room at 2pm this afternoon. Though it was just one H1 paper, all of us seemed very scared abt it. Standing on the corridor, we could see all the seniors walking to the hall. Cannot imagine how nervous we would be when we get our result next year...... Ahhhh~~~~
Ok, enough, shall start studying for my block tests~~~~
1.3.097:00 pm
Sense of maturation
Dun noe y, the quizzes on mental age tt I took online recently all showed tt I am very mature, or maybe over mature than wad I should be, the results were all like more than twice of my actual age……
Maybe, sth is really changed in me bah~~~~
I started to hate the noise around our CT bench at break time, I nv felt tt way b4. This forced me to put on my earpiece and adjust the vol of the music until I cannot hear anything outside. Though I noe it is bad for my hearings and I dun even dare to try it last time, now, I am sort of addict to the loud music, it really helps me to concentrate on my work.
Also started to miss my family quite often. It became a habit of mine to call back home every week, especially when there were some festivals. Something happened last year made me more appreciate ppl around me. I cannot predict anything and I cannot not change anything. The pity cannot be avoided, but it can be reduced……
The “soap opera” on TV is not attractive to me any more, though I used to crazy abt it. Just feel tt the Cinderella type of fairy tales are quite crap. I think I can only accept the cartoon form bah~~~
All those above sounds a bit pessimistic, but actually I am not. I am still the optimistic and retarded me, is just tt I now have wisdom to guide me, what is my priority, wad I should do and wad I should not do! No need to think whether it is worth or not afterwards, cos this is wad should be done b4 tt. Never regret anything, just carry on with all those good or bad experiences! =)
I won’t avoid or escape from things tt I should face, cos like tt I will never noe I am ok or not. I won’t just assume or shout out I am ok, cos like tt I will always question or maybe confuse myself. It is only when I can face it normally, like nothing has happened, then I can announce it to myself proudly, I am ok!
I will always look forward to my wonderful future, but I will never idealize it anymore!!!=)))
Share a song called mei3 li4 xin1 qin2. I will always see things with my beautiful mood!!! =)))
美丽心情
本多ru ru
多雨的冬季总算过去
天空微露淡蓝的晴
我在早春清新的阳光里
看着当时写的日记
原来爱曾给我美丽心情
像一面深遂的风景
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆
只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气
让他永远记得曾经有一个人
给过完完整整的爱情
那曾经爱着他的心情
有一股傻傻的勇气
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆
只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气
让他永远记得曾经有一个人
给过完完整整的爱情
只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气
当我安安心心地走在明天里
有不后悔美丽的心情