♥ So we're from two different worlds...
31.10.085:14 pm
K-garden



Went back to school in the morning. Was showing mutton, zhou jing and joyce the lyrics I wrote for shu wen’s song the night before. I named it 祝福and that was truly my story, as sad as the tune……

Anyway, I asked mutton to help me video the song I prepared for zhou jing for the HC idol, just in case I forgot the parts we edited after the long holiday. And zhou jing, you can refer to this and practice singing the song ha, especially the minus key part!!!=)))

Went to K-garden with mutton and Brandon in the afternoon. I thought singing can make me feel better, but I was totally wrong. The songs I chose tend to be more and more sad……

Brandon purposely sang the song 痴心绝对 twice for me to cry, but luckily he was not tt bad, he stopped the song half way. My eyes were really teary, if he continued, I would really cry out bah~~~

痴心绝对

李圣杰

想用一杯latte把你灌醉

好让你能多爱我一点

暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉

早有人陪的你永远不会

看见你和他在我面前

证明我的爱只是愚昧

你不懂我的那些憔悴

是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解

我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切

你又狠狠逼退我的防备

静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会

我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天

直到那一天你会发现

真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲



It was the first time tt I went to K then dun want to sing all those fast songs, even my favorite singer--- Jolin Tsai’s songs……

I want to share some of the songs I sang in the K-garden which I nv shared here before bah, lazy to put the lyrics of all of them here, I just list down the names of the songs and the singers bah. They all are nice songs to listen.

心中的遗憾――徐怀玉
节拍器――蔡依林
Every time――Britney Spears
一个人――蔡依林
我会好好的――王心凌
那年夏天宁静的海――王心凌
永不消失的彩虹――卓文萱
过敏――杨丞林


Secret


29.10.085:58 pm
Last day of school~~~~


Today is the last day of school……

The principal’s talk in the morning was as boring as expected. Followed by CLL mass lecture, gonna impressed by lin lao shi, haha!! I did not noe tt our CLL teacher was soooo hip, he listened to zhang zhen yue’s music which was quite rock leh, he still shared with us the 2 songs from his previous album!! Haha!!!=))))

Had our CT treat in the afternoon. The pizza was very nice!!! Thank you Mr kairule!!!=)))))

Mutton brought some ghost movie to school, she was cycling me to watch with her, I have no intention to watch tt loh!! LOL!! The movie was called Rule #1, it was more of cruel than scary bah~~~ was disgusted by some of the scenes inside.

The funniest thing was that the person brought the movie said tt she dun want to watch the movie half way, and left me, zhou jing and jia hong there~~~ LOL!!!XDDD

Left the school soooo early with zhou jing and yang lu at abt 3:30pm. Though I wanted to stay back, there was no reason for me to stay back; both of them got sth on so cannot accompany me!!!=(((((

Last day of school ended with a bye bye, supposed to be happy but some how just could not find the feeling of relieved in my heart. I will still go back to sch quite often in the next few weeks for remedial and exams, but should I be happy or sad abt tt, I seriously have no idea~~~

I was thinking of a lot of things as usual on the bus, was worrying for a lot of things for no reason……

I am now at the café alone again, I think my heart is really heavy and painful now~~~~~~

Wanted to share the song What time is it, from high school musical 2, but when I listen to it just now, I found it was totally opposite to my current mood, I am really not tt excited for my summer vocation lor~~~=((((

Instead I will share this song called 一个人失忆 from 薛凯琪,I just found the melody dame you3 feeling when I listened to it just now……


一个人失忆
薛凯琪

你要旅行我能不能去
你不开心我还是不是原因
总不确定我能够靠你多近
两个人翻来覆去
你的简讯是一般的语气
你的关心都有些小心翼翼
还爱着你我要怎麽才能适应
两个人只朋友关系

就让我一个人失忆
消失在你的世界里
就当我任性不懂体谅你
让我躲在角落安静的放空着呼吸
就算
我知道你也不愿意
消失在我的世界里
可是我不能再自然看你
装做两个人什麽都没有发生
一个人失忆

Btw, shu wen send me the edicted version of her song, but dun noe why the feeling this time is quite different from the previous version. I am going to work on tt tonight, probably write a new set of lyrics for the edicted version. But I will still keep the old version, cos the tune really matches with the lyrics...... I am going to share tt song again here, but this time I am going to share zhou jing's version which only different in the last line from mine~~~~~~

Is not me
作曲:Shu Wen
作词:筱淳,周晶

在我们初次见面, 那个角落
你温暖的气息, 是那么熟悉
飞扬嘴角是我, 曾梦想的天空
深邃阳光将追逐理由, 给我

可是我读不懂你瞳孔里的寂寞, 好孤独, 多清楚
每一次想要靠近又因不想打扰, 而放弃了爱你的勇气
但你的所有心情我都好想珍惜,
though the reasons behind, is not me

再一次独自回到, 那个角落
你隐约的身影, 是那么熟悉
玻璃反射是我, 曾幸福的憧憬
蔓布乌云将沉默权利, 遗留

那时我读不懂你瞳孔里的寂寞, 好孤独, 多清楚
每一次想要靠近又因不想打扰, 而放弃了爱你的勇气
但你的所有心情我还仍旧珍惜,
though the reasons behind, is not me

只是我读不懂你瞳孔里的寂寞, 好孤独, 多清楚
每一次想要靠近又因不想打扰, 而放弃了爱你的勇气
但你的所有心情我会一直珍惜,
though the reasons behind, is not me,
you'll be free

Secret


8:16 am
Second last day of school~~~


Was doing PW with a few of my classmates at 74 CT bench, but I was distracted by the cartoon showing at 75 CT bench. Wowwwwww, The Lion King, memories flooded through my mind. Tt was the cartoon tt I watched until i could say out any single word from the script and I could sing all the songs inside with appropriate facial expression. LOL!!! Haha!! But all in chinese!! Haha!! It was my first time to see the English version bah, the voices were soooo different, I still found the Chinese version’s voices cutter!! Haha!! LOL!!! Btw, I still have the Chinese and English script of the cartoon with tapes at home!!! Haha, see I even bring them to Singapore!!! =))))


I was singing the Hakunamatata song in the cartoon, zhou jing looked at me like I got some mental problems. Ok, fines, it might be a bit childish lah, so I switched to the song Can you feel the love tonight, this was dame famous lor, but the noob gave me a very disgusted face. Nvm, I could just shut up lor!! LOL!!!

Anyway, I brought a dame cute bread to school this morning, wanted to trick ppl but they all seemed like they all alr noe such kind of fake bread long time ago!! Even zhou jing knew tt leh!!!LOL!!!

My deer mutton was the first one gonna tricked. She came to school late as usual, she saw the bread in front of me and she was saying tt the bread was soooo cute. Haha!! So I just Shun4 shui3 tui1 zhou1, I asked her do you want some, then she was very happy and tried to pinch some from the bread. Of course she could not tear any single piece off lah, me and zhou jing were laughing madly beside her!!! Hahahaha!!

I thought she was the noobest alr, but actually not leh!! (Surprisingly!!!LOL!!)

Val was asking me to go home together after the HC idol thingy, I was playing with my bread when she asked me. She told me tt today is her birthday leh, but I nv prepare any thing for her, soo I just quickly packed the bread and passed it to her. She was saying tt the bread was soooo cute and asking me whether she could try it now. I acted calm, but was totally excited inside!! Heihei!!XDDD I took off the cover of the bread and passed it to her. Can’t imagine she really go and bite the bread leh. LOL!!! I laughed uncontrollably in front of her!!! Hahahaha!!!XPPPPPP





Went to AVT alone, in the afternoon, again. But this time was me, my laptop and the piano. I did not on the lights, cos darkness could give me more feelings of music. Then I started to play with all my emotions. Though the time was short, I really felt relieved. I’ve decided to work hard to buy myself a grand piano, so I can play everyday!!!=))) Btw I still on the lights after a while, cos I kept hearing a lot of weird sounds, maybe I had not fully recovered from the SCREAM thingy bah!! LOL!!!haha!!

HC idol at night was nice!!! Haha!! Two of my friends sang my theme songs in the past, one was 冲动 and another one was 勇气. I had shared both of the two songs on my blog more than once, really very touched when they sang tt at night in school!!! =)))

My deer mutton was the last one to come out, dun noe why, I felt very nervous before she came out leh!! LOL!! I was telling zhou jing and li jing tt, both of them were asking me to relax lah!! Hoho!! XDDD But I think my deer was really nervous leh, when she sang the high notes, it seemed like forced de leh!! Haha!! Still very proud of her, the changing of real and fake notes, it was dame natural!!!<3333

Secret


27.10.0811:42 am
Wow, High School musical 2 rox!!!


Musicals rox my life, I love musicals!!!!=)))))

Was watching High School Musical 2 on channel 5 last night, omg it ROX!!! The lyrical New School Hip Hop was soooo nice and it really matched with the wonderful songs and perfect story lines in the musical. Though the movements seemed easy, it was really dynamic and made me think of the high school life I am having now!!!

I really want my life to be like a musical, haha, I noe I am crazy!!! LOL!! I do use singing to replace saying sometimes, all my friends and teachers noe tt. Haha!! =PPP This makes my life like half musical-ish. Haha!!! Another half should be dance but currently I have not get the gist of the lyrical hip hop and dun dare to dance lah!! Haha!! I think only my deer yang lu dares bah!!! Hahahaha!!! LOL!! Anyway, I dun care!! Haha!! =DDDDD My LIFE IS A MUSICAL!!!!! <333333>

Gonna inspired by the musicals I watched recently, I suddenly have an idea of making Cha2 Guan3 into a musical. Haha, I noe I am mad!!! But seriously it is possible, we can just try to change the lyrics of songs we find suitable for the skit, to fit the story line. Since it is our homework to act it out next year, why not we take this challenge to change it into a musical??? And u all noe our 72 CLL gang is IMBA; got 4 from gefang, 1 from choir, 1 from band and another one can B-box, wow live music some more, haha!! In general, all can sing lah, so this is highly feasible!!!haha!!!=)))

Hey my fellow CLL gang, if u all happen to read this, tell me wad u all think abt it, if u all are ok with it, we can start to work on it during the holidays!!!=)))))))


I want to watch High School Musical 3 ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha!!!=))))))

I am over hyperactive here, perhaps it is becos of my Ras proto-oncogenes gonna mutated after watching the movie!!! Haha!!! Toooo bio alr, I have not started on my holiday catch up plan for bio is alr like tt, imagine how will I be after tt!!! Haha!! Anyway, it is a lame joke, so you should be laughing!!! Haha!! LOL!!=PPPPP

Music is my life and you are the music in me, 你是我心内的一首歌!!!=))))

Haha, here are two songs to share today, one is You are the music in me from High School Music 2 and another one is 你是我心内的一首歌 from Wang2 LI4 Hong2 & Selina. Well this two duet songs are in different languages, tunes as well as styles but some how the message brought across is the same!!! This proves tt music is the universal language and it is a popular way of expressing oneself!!! Emm, I felt like a philosopher!!! Haha!!!=)))

you are the music in me
- troy & gabriella

na, na, na, na
na, na, na, na, yeah
you are the music in me

you know the words once upon a time
make you listen, there‘s a reason
when you dream, there‘s a chance you‘ll find
a little laughter, or happy ever after

your harmony to melody
it‘s echoing inside my head
a single voice, above the noise
and like a common friend
mhmm, you‘re foolin‘ me

when i hear my favorite song
i know that we belong
oh, you are the music in me
yeah, it‘s living in all of us
and it brought us here because...
you are the music in me

na, na, na, na,
oh na na, na, na, na, yeah, yeah, yeah (na, na, na, na)
you are the music in me

it‘s like i knew you before we met (before we met)
can‘t explain, there‘s no name (no name for this)
i‘m saying words i never said
and it was easy, because you see the real me
as i am, you understand
and that‘s more than i‘ve ever known

to hear your voice (hear your voice)
above the noise
and know i‘m not alone
oh you‘re singing to me

when i hear my favorite song
i know that we belong oh,
you are the music in me
it‘s living in all of us
and it‘s brought us here because...
you are the music in me

together we‘re gonna sing (yeah)
we got the power to sing what we feel (what we feel)
connected to me
and keep it all inside


你是我心内的一首歌
- 王力宏&Selina

你是我心内的一首歌
心间开启花一朵
你是我生命的一首歌
想念汇成一条河

点在我心内的一首歌
不要只是个过客
在我生命留下一首歌
不论结局会如何

好想问你
对我到底有没有动心
沉默太久
只会让我不小心犯错
不小心犯错

点在我心内的一首歌
不要只是个过客
在我生命留下一首歌
不论结局会如何



Secret


26.10.081:30 pm
Scream was freaking scary lah!!!!


Went for the SCREAM thingy with yang lu, shilbe and shawn yesterday, it was dame scary lah!!

While waiting for the trial, the councilors showed 2 movies in the central plaza, one was The Eye, another one was Shutter. They were not that scary originally, at least the part I was watching not really tt scary lah, but when the people at back screamed, it seemed to be dame scary lah. Me, yang lu and VAL were sitting very close to each other during the movie, but it did not help much also, cos 3 of us were just screaming and shivering together. Ah~~~~~

The 30-min-trial was dame long for four of us, we toke 1 hour to finish that!!!LOL!!! I was neat and tidy before went in, but after tt, I became a ghost; my hair totally messed up and my hair clip dropped half way in the trial, my shirt was wet and my jeans were full of cotton wool!!! Sooooo errr~~~~~

Anyway it was a great experience. The ghosts were scary when they were far far away, but when they went closer to you it was not tt scary liao, cos you noe tt was ur friends and you can almost name out all of them. Haha!! LOL!!! But seriously, our sch’s councilors are dame imba lah, they can lead, can act……can do a lot of stuff one lah!! They were really very pro, during the trial even if we called out their names they still acted like they did not noe us and continued with their scripts. Haha!!! Well done my councilor friends!!!=)))))

Actually me and yang lu wanted to go for the Maze also, but sooo sad it had to wait for another 40 mins before going in, both of us could not make it lah!!=((((

Dun noe y ppl pay money to scare themselves leh, though I am one of them!!! hahahaha!!! LOL!!!=PPP

Just hoped tt I will not have nightmares these days bah!!! >.<

Was listen to Jay Chou's latest album these days, though I did not really like his voice and his personality, some of his songs were really nice. In his latest album, I like 稻香 very much. The lyrics is very cute, it describes the relationship in childhood, haha, in chinese is 青梅竹马. haha!! A lot of images come to my mind when I listen to this song. I keep thinking tt how the kids noe who they like and how they express themselves. haha!! A lot of funny things I can imagine!! haha!! LOL!!

Was asking my mum abt my childhood, haha!! I asked her tt did I share any of my favourite toys with any guys or did I like very shy when I saw some guys??? The answer from mum was dame depressing lah; NOT AT ALL!!! 555~~~TOT, why I like tt ah??? I also dun noe leh!!! But mum was saying tt I was very good at 吃醋 when I was young. I did not cry very often, but when ever I saw the pic of my mum carring my cousin I would cry like mad. Though it was actually me wearing my cousin's clothes in the pic!!! LOL!!! haha!! Nvm, at least this proved tt I was not emotionless when I was young!!! haha!!!=PPP

Ok, the song 稻香 for today!!!=)))

稻香

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了

谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

BTW, I am now at the cafe cartel again, haha!! The ice cream was sooooo nice!!!!haha!!^O^


Secret


24.10.085:10 pm
the cafe cartel rox!!!!


Raining days are just awful……

Early in the morning, I stand beside the road, under some big tree which can shelter me from the rain. I waited for dun noe how long, the school bus still havn’t come yet. When the sky suddenly became brighter, I sensed tt sth was wrong. I quickly took out my handphone, wow, it is 6:45 alr, then I saw a miss call from the bus driver. Omy, I missed the bus!!!! Ahhhh~~~~

Walk to the nearest bus stop in the rain, the sky had totally brightened liao. I stepped on the bus, it was not tt crowded, but I still did not manage to get a seat for myself. The bus started to move, ppl standing around me started to stare at me with question marks; why this girl is soooo “early” for sch ah?? Haha, but I daoed all, muhahahaha!!! LOL!!

I am at the cafe cartel in tampines now, it is super nice!!!!!!! The student meal is super cheap lah, only 4 plus, and most importantly the wireless here is super good and they have power plug for me to charge my labtop!!!=))) Shall come here if i need internet!! haha!!!=)))

Ok, song of today is Always Online, from JJ lim. It talks abt distant relationship, though cannot see each other everyday face to face, chat online can be very sweet also. Waiting online is like waiting to see someone...... sooo sweet right. Internet can be a very good tool to pull ppl closer!!=)))

Always Online

JJ lim

变色的生活人性的挑拨

疯狂的冒出了头

单方的守侯试探的温柔

还是少了点什么

遥远两端爱挂在天空飞

风停了也无所谓

只因为你曾说everthing will be ok

准备好了 three two one

i'm always online

和你one two one

爱开始扩散

我们连接了穿越天空银河

开始倒数 three two one

渗出我的孤单

more and more既是深刻

爱亮了爱笑了

i'm always online


Secret


23.10.089:34 am
I am going to be 高小明~~~~


My tians, I tend to be like 高小明~~~~ WOW~~~

haha, last night, I stayed all the way until 2 am to write the lyrics for Shu Wen's song, haha!!!! I am imba de ha!!! LOL!! Actually is all the 灵感 suddenly came to my mind when I on my msn at home, so I felt the need to record all of them down in a nice manner!!! =)))

Edit it with Zhou Jing just now, and it is completely done!! haha!!!^o^

And here it goes like:

Is not me

作曲: Shu Wen
作词; 筱淳(pay attention to my chinese characters ha, they are cheam de!!), 周晶

在我们初次见面, 那个角落
你温暖的气息, 是那么熟悉
飞扬嘴角是我, 曾梦想的天空
深邃阳光将追逐理由, 给我

可是我读不懂你瞳孔里的寂寞, 好孤独, 多清楚
每一次想要靠近又因不想打扰, 而放弃了爱你的勇气
但你的所有心情我都好想珍惜, though the reasons behind, is not me

再一次独自回到, 那个角落
你隐约的身影, 是那么熟悉
玻璃反射是我, 曾幸福的憧憬
蔓布乌云将沉默权利, 遗留

那时我读不懂你瞳孔里的寂寞, 好孤独, 多清楚
每一次想要靠近又因不想打扰, 而放弃了爱你的勇气
但你的所有心情我还仍旧珍惜, though the reasons behind, is not me

只是我读不懂你瞳孔里的寂寞, 好孤独, 多清楚
每一次想要靠近又因不想打扰, 而放弃了爱你的勇气
但你的所有心情我会一直珍惜, though the reasons behind, is not me, still, I will pray

PS: the demo of the song can be found on zhou jing's blog ha!! Go listen, it is very very nice!!!!=)
http://www.everyshadeofblue.blogspot.com/

Secret


9:32 am
wireless@SG rox~~~~


Bio mock skill A was just soooo badly done in the early morning. The whole LT of students were writing like crazy, but actually all or at least majority of them were struggling, cos no one really tt well prepared for the skill A while there was sth more urgent than tt needs to be done, and tt was our PW!!!!

Was trying to access the internet in sch, but some how just cannot, maybe becos of the weather bah, rainning days are just awful!!!!

Went to eat with Mutton. I got a very big ulcer in my mouth so I purposely chose to eat the YXXX TXX FX. I picked a lot of vege and I ate rather slow, try not to let the food touch my ulcer. But when I almost done with the food, I saw a dame disgusting corpse of a worm floating on the soup, wad the hell, I just throw the vege in my spoon at the soup, dame errr lah!!!!

I shoot to the basin at the side of the cateen, and washed my mouth like thousand times, I wanted to wash my stomach also if I can took it our lah. LOL!!!

Stayed alone at some random CT bench which had a power plug, but the sch internet just sooo sucky, cannot even connect when there were just a few ppl using it. I could only write my CLL novel there, but after a while I was bored. Digged out the demo of Shu Wen’s song and started to think of the lyrics from where I stopped yesterday. Yes, I finished the verse and the first two lines of the chorus, haha, dame proud of myself!!!hahahaha!!!=)))

I just find out tt wireless@SG is dame good lah, It is much much much faster than the HC wireless and it won’t ask you to sign in half way when you are reading wadever website!!! Haha, I need to depend on that for these few days, until my new broad pad contract with starhub can take effect.


Secret


22.10.0810:29 am
Sunny and Sweet day~~~


Sch days seemed the same recently, long breaks, PWs, GSCs……

Nothing special happened today, but it was a happy sunny day!!!=))) Though it rained dame heavily this afternoon, I was not emo at all. Haha!!!LOL!!!>.<


Was trying to write the lyrics for the song composed by Shu Wen this afternoon, with Zhou Jing this afternoon at 74 CT bench. The song was totally imba, and it was so touch, the lyrics gonna be like tt also. Jia you noob zhou, we can make it de!!! We just finish the first two lines of the song, Zhou Jing said tt it seemed like a song of my story again, just like the song I composed last time…… haha, nvm lah, just Shun4 Qi2 Zi4 Ran2, make everything naturally can liao!!!=))))

Went home with VAL, both of us were carring a big and heavy laptop, it is very troublesome to carry it on the bus. We decided to get a loptop case ASAP, so we went to tampines mall together to shop for it. We found a super duper cute mickey mouse laptop case there, both of us just take the same kind together, haha!!! Will bring it to sch tml!!!!^o^

The song I am going to share today is a dame sweet song. I feel dame xin4 fu2 when I first hear this song. Haha!!<3333>

小酒窝

我还在寻找
一个依靠和一个拥抱谁替我祈祷
替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠然后孤单被吞没了我俩变得有话聊
有变化了小酒窝常见到
是你最美的记号我每天睡不着
想念你的微笑你不知道
你对我多么重要有了你生命完整的刚好小酒窝常见到
迷人的无可救药我放慢了步调
感觉像是盒资料终于找到心有理智的美好一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠然后孤单被吞没了我俩变得有话聊
有变化了小酒窝常见到
是你最美的记号我每天睡不着
想念你的微笑你不知道
你对我多么重要有了你生命完整的刚好小酒窝常见到
迷人的无可救药我放慢了步调
感觉像是盒资料终于找到心有理智的美好一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老WO~小酒窝常见到
迷人的无可救药我放慢了步调
感觉像是盒资料终于找到心有理智的美好一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

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21.10.087:09 am
YARRRR~~~~


I want to 河东狮吼 liao: YARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR(Add sound effect by urself~~~~)

Ahhh~~~, was rainning in the morning, this make the bloody cold audi even colder. Had a feeling tt it gonna be my coffin~~~

Got back my bio paper, not surprisingly badly done, but I alr very satisfied tt my overall result for bio is an S, which means i no need to downgrade to H1 liao.

No words toward me liao~~~~~~~~ I feel so also!!! haha!!!=PPP

Got back CLL after tt, wow, another surprise, I really hope tt I can get a B at least, but the reality is just a C. Ai, my xiao shuo and xi ju really need to catch up liao. But still very happy tt the teacher say; since the whole cohort did sooo badly, those get C and above can apply H3. I do not noe whether I can manage or not, but I really want to try.=)))

Well, promo is really consider as over liao, need to do a lot of reflections on my results, and the holiday really need to be utilized to catch up wadever I lacked in my year 1.
Year 2 will be a mugging year for me!!!=))))


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19.10.082:48 pm
I am bored again......


My whole weekend was filled with OP, OP, OP........ I am bored!!!!ahhhhhh~~~~~~

Gonna cheated by my mum yesterday. She was asking me to go to her work place to do my homework, saying tt the computer there was fater than my notebook. Ok, I believed her, so I went there after lunch. Yar, the internet speed was really faster, but the computer was like super old liao lah, dun even have microsoft office, and also the internet kept getting disconnected. Ahhh~~~ I cannot see my OP slides there, but nvm I found sth else to do..... emm that was this:




My OP card, haha nice colourful cards!!!=)))) One colour one slide, 6 slides in total, it is easier for my friends to press the ppt for me. haha!!!

Was trying to memorize the content and practicing with the ppt slides today. I am really bored now. My relaxation for today is just to cut short my fringe which is getting longer and longer, can cover my eyes liao, very troublesome!!!

I am going to share a very very cute song here today, it is called What Can I do, by 南拳妈妈.

What can I do
南拳妈妈

没鱼的海会很空白
没冰红茶夏天不要来
我的世界因为有了你
没有风也摇摆
想要飞快跟我来

what can i do 我的爱碰到你坏不起来
what can i do 你的人像泡面无所不在
what can i do 装可爱还是要说个明白
what can i do 我爱你可不可以你也很巧的爱上我

欢迎您没车的路会很奇怪
没人比赛操场 say bye bye
我的世界因为有了你
没有风也摇摆
想要飞快跟我来

what can i do 我的爱碰到你坏不起来
what can i do 你的人像泡面无所不在
what can i do 装可爱还是要说个明白
what can i do 我爱你可不可以你也很巧的爱上我

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17.10.087:42 pm
This is my way to adjust myself!!!=)))


PW, PW, PW...... everyday is PW, ROARzzzz!!!

Got back my GP compo today, I should not expect my compo to pull my overall GP marks up de. I was sad, even depressed, cos it was the lousiest result I've ever get in my whole yr 1, but very unfortunately it was the most important exam in the year, which determined my performance for the whole year. But nvm, no pt of sad over this, I decided to do sth to improve my GP from now on. Pls supervise me to read newspaper/newsweek/times magazine everyday!!! Yes, Jia You Mugger Chun!!!=))))

Got the invitation letter from the immigration office this afternoon when I checked my mail box. I am going to apply PR soon!!! Yes, finally the government decision is related to me liao, emm I have the responsibility to read the newspaper liao, haha!!LOL!!! This year I was troubled by this thing a lot of times. Fistly was the school fee, as a foreign student I had to pay 600 sin dollars per month including the sch holidays, OMG, I could buy a lot of things lah!! 55~~ Secondly I cannot apply LEP scholarship becos of this!!! 555~~~ Thirdly, I cannot go YES 933 for job attachment becos of this!!!!5555~~~~Fourthly, I cannot go SPH attachment becos of this!!!!!55555~~~~~ NVM, all these cannot restrict me anymore, hahahaha!!! I was thinking of all these when I read the letter, was planning to go and submit the form tml, but when I went online to book the appointment, TIANS, these two months were full!!! The most recent section left was in December liao, ahhhh, still have 2 months to wait!!!! ROARzzzz!!!!

Reached home dame early this afternoon, soo after I finished my OP slides, I went to sort my things, btw tt is wad I will do when I am getting bored. Digged out my photos, haha!! My mum was really very careful, she put all my photos nicely into the photo album according to the time with lables. A lot of memory flushed into my mind when I review them......



This was taken when I was 4 months old, haha, a lot of baby hair and I still have them on my head now, cos I never shave to a bota!! haha!! LOL!!


Ohh, this black and white photo dame you3 feeling right. This was taken when I am 5 months old. The pose and hair style was designed by my mum, the reason was simply becos she had a photo of the same hair style and pose which she kept until now...... LAME!!! -_-'''


Oh this was my foot print when I was 6 months old, suppose to have both feet de, but according to mum it was becos I kept laughing when she tried to put the black paint on my foot using a brush. Pls lah, who will not laugh, tt was a man3 qin1 shi2 da4 ku4 xin2 if I am not wrong!!! LOL!!!


This was taken when I was 2 years old, haha, except now, it was the only time I cut a fringe bah!! haha!!!^o^


This was taken when I was 3 years old, in my hand was the daisy!!! =)))


This was taken in a photo shop in the same year, dun noe y, my mum liked to take pics of me, and she always asking me to do all those very weird poses!! haha!! LOL!!


This was taken when I was 4 years old, see it was my mum's jie2 zuo4 again. Some more black and white, sooooo artistic!!! hehe!!


Another one, see I was sooo young, my mum taught me how to be emo alr!!! LOL!!! Btw, the hair style was designed by my mum also, she called it niu2 jiao3 bian4, it was a fashion in my time!!! LOL!!!


This was taken in the same year, in my kindergarten, it was taken after some performance if I am not wrong. It did take me some time to spot myself in the pic!! haha!!!=PPP


This is my grandpa and me, taken when I was 5. haha!!! He smiled sooo happily at me when I posed to the camara, haha!!!=DDD


5 yrs old, I was imba de O!!! hoho!! >.@


This was taken when I was 6 years old, when I was performing in my kindergarten...... I was soooo flexible, haha, jealous liao!!!*.*


This was taken in the same year, it was my mum's jie2 zuo4 agian. haha, I did not really feel very comfortable of wearing such dramastic and exaggerated costume in the photo shop, but my mum was asking me to smile smile smile, sooo in the end I came out like ku1 xiao4 bu4 de2... hahahaha!!!


This was taken in the holiday in tt year in Hai3 Nan2, tt was the first time for me to be sooo close to the sea bah!!!=))))


Emm, this pic need to be highlighted, haha!! This was taken when I was 7 yrs old, in P1, I was selected into the class commitee, soo u can see the two red strips on my right arm, tt means the highest authority, hahahaha!!! I think tt was the manest time of my life bah!! LOL!!!
Btw, this photo was pasted in the cupboard of my sch for dame long!!!! hoho!!!>.<


This was taken in Hang2 Zhou1, when I was 8 yrs old. The costume was for the gui4 fei1( the wife of the king) in the olden time de, but the pose was instructed by my mum!!!-__-!!!


Ohh, this was taken in the most famous tourist attraction in my hometown, but dun noe whether it was still there or not after the earthquake!!! ai!!!!=(((
Btw, it was a rare winter tt got snow, my hometown was not tt cold, sooo it was rare for me to see snow like this!!! nice right!!!=)))


This was taken in Yun2 Nan2, with my cousin and my mum's friend's son. haha!!


This was the noobiest time in my life i think, becos of the specs bah, haha!! Actually my eyesight was almost perfect until now, but it was a trend to wear specs at tt time bah, soo i just wear one to act guai1 loh!! lol!!!


This was taken in Kun1 Min2 when I was 9, my cousin was 11. My mum liked to rent all kinds of costumes for us to take pics!!! haha!!!


Again!!!


Actually this one was a tourist attraction, if ur eyes are sharp enough, you can spot tt the stone behind was a mirror image of the pose I was posing. haha, use ur imagination lah, she( I mean the stone) was called Ah1 Si1 Ma3, she was carring a basket of flowers like wad I was carrying and she was waitng for her love one to come back, but soooo long alr, the guy she was waiting for still not back yet, then she became the stone here.... lame right, but it was the exact story the tour guide told us....... I am not a stone yet, still happily jumping around!!! hahahaha!!! LOL!!!=PPPPP


This was taken when I was 9 also. It was becos I won some competition then the prize was the free photo taking, but actually, gonna cheated, in the end I still paid some for the photo taking!!!=((((





This was taken in Xi1 Chang1, see, costume agian!!!lol!!!


Careful mum, your hand!!!! ahhhh!!!!


Ohh, this was the satellite station in Xi1 Chang1......


This was taken when I was 10 years old in Bi4 Feng1 Xia2---- the wild animal zoo!!!! =))))


I think I seriously love to take pics with animals. This one was taken when I was picked by the emcee of the sea lion show to go up to be kissed by the sea lion. haha!! luckly is not I kiss it, haha, soooo my first kiss is still safely reserved, haha!!LOL!!


Shake hands/wings!!! haha!!


More pics of me and my beloved animals!!!<3333>










Ohh, this was my entry proof when I took my piano grade 6 and vocal grade 4 exam. Tt time I was 10 bah, still quite young. I have no idea why I smile soooo can4 lan4 in the pic, and my hair style was designed by my mum again, she called tt corn stick, haha, sooo straight forward, but it was a fashion again at my time...... hahahaha!!!=PPP




This was my family photo, taken when my grandparents had their 5o years anniversary...... haha!!! =)))




Ohh, this was my sec sch graduation photo, my sch last time was very wired, we had to wear sch uniform like everyday and the zip of the jacket must be zipped to the chest, but dun noe y, when we had our grad photo taking they allowed us to wear home clothes leh. And the funniest thing was, my class was the first one to take the photo, soo we had the principals and teachers to really sit in front of us, while for other classes they could only have the whole row of teachers being photoshopped to their photo, hahahaha!!!


Ok, I feel better now, after review sooo many happy things. I will Jia You for GP de !!!
Chiong Xiao Chun!!!!=)))))

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16.10.087:48 pm
=)))


Was waiting for the school bus downstairs my house this morning, I was sooo early for the first time and I dun noe wad reason could account for that. There was sth in the sky, I did not noe whether it is the moon or the sun. After a few mins, the bus still have not come yet, I started to get very bored, then I started to sing beside the road......

Tampines was near the sea, so the road would elongated to the sea. The song 沿海公路的出口 which I shared yesterday came to my mind......

我坐在公路的出口, 等待天黑以后无边的寂寞, 连想你都是种残酷切磋.
我目送沿海的日落, 紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头, 留不住回忆却学不会放手, 怎麽走......


But instead of "天黑", it should be "天亮", "日落" should be "日出" bah!!!

I was sitting alone at the corner near my CT bench b4 morning assembly, eating chocolate which not supposed to be eaten in the morning. It was soooo sweet but dun noe why it seemed dame bitter for me......

The morning assembly was as boring as usual, just tt I keep sighing, all the way until the national anthem was finished......

The first hour in the morning was free and easy, was doing PW with mutton in 74 CT bentch, then we saw Charlene came with a cooking book, omg, she is the nv ren who can cook a lot a lot of dishes. We scaned through her cooking book, the pics were just toooo seductive for the two starving ppl here, our salivary glands gonna stimulated, lol... I need tissue, hahahaha!!!=)))

Then was GSC, I dun want to say anything abt her alr, she made the whole class felt sooooo disgusted......

Then was our first math lecture, but unfortunately, no one was paying attention cos everybody was just sooooo eager abt the returning of the promo math paper later, pool lecturer, haha!! The momoent finaly came, saw the math teachers came in with stacks of papers. Wooo, Mrs Yap was back, she was as skinny as last time, sooo happy to see her!!!=)))

The section began with the distribution of marks, my tians, the mode was U leh, the average mark for the whole cohort was only 51.4, everyone was sooo shocked.

Got back my paper, yes, my math nv make me disapointed, it was an A, but a very very low A, considered as 低空飞过...... hahahaha

Went to cateen to eat after tt, the sun was sooooo shine, when we walked pass the central plazza, zhou jing was asking me; aiya, why you suddenly smile like a sunflower? haha!!
Pls lar, u noe the answer de, noob!!!=PPP

I was not tt sensitive when it rained this afternoon, maybe becouse the sun was sooooo shine in the midday bah!!! =))))

Ok, instead of sharing songs here, today I will share some horoscope thing here. Zhou jing ask me to read this on yahoo, omg, I think it is almost 100% true for me lah!!!
Here are the links, can go and read when you are really really very free, cos it is in Chinese and it is very long, but it is really really true. Got any parts u dun understand, feel free to ask me, I would be glad to help you understand urself or understand the one you want to understand. haha!!!=PPP
http://www.mtime.com/my/1235305/blog/1479235/
http://www.mtime.com/my/1235305/blog/1479233/

处女座终极完美分析

都说处女座另类,双重性格,甚至有点神经质( yup, sometimes I dun even undersand myself),其实原因只有一个,处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转,姑且称之为"状态"。处女座状态好的时候可以将自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展,此时他们显得如此完美,光芒四射,并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈,容易与人打成一片(这本非他们的性格)。而一旦处女座状态不好便会变成另一个人,甚至非常窝囊,一事无成,不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同为水星守护,所以处女和双子一样善变,但双子善变的是心思,处女善变的却是情绪。(haha, tt is y me and mutton are some how the same bah)

很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事,这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界:要么说话做事很不自然,有做作的痕迹;要么便极度冷漠和被动,对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子,但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪,只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。

他们想的是:与其很不自然地面对你,尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话,或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一,性格怪异,还不如先躲一阵子,等调节好了以后再出来。所以,在与人交往中,他们只会和不得不交流的人(实在躲不掉)或是完全陌生的人(反正无所谓)交谈,而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。

所以,你在他心中地位越重,他躲得你越远。特别是恋人.  而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的\\"处女座的人最喜欢若即若离"。原因很简单:他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己,而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住,有时处女座对你冷,绝不是你说错做错什么,这是他们正常的生理现象,他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你(可事实上这种做法已经伤害)。不必难过,因为他们在乎你的话,他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚!他们所能做的,只希望快点调整好情绪,回到你的身边。

正基于以上两点,处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此:不喜主动,不善交际(也可以热情,只是今天热了,终有一天会冷的),不爱表现,不喜抛头露面(keep low profile, haha)(万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时,岂不大失脸面),诸如此类。

关于"洁癖"——并非处女都有洁癖,很多处女座并不爱干净,但却要求整洁,他们更多的是井然有序,不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的"完美"格局( emm, I am very organized)。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区,严重时会表现得歇斯底里。

关于"花心"——一般说来处女座绝不花心,忠诚是他们的代名词( Yes yes, this is totally correct, unlike someone loh, u noe who I am talkin abt, haha lol, jkjk)。异性关系多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力,来反击那些普遍观点。一旦找到心中真爱,他会呵护你一辈子,只要你能给他安全感,他永不背叛,心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳,红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘(yep yep!!!!)(一是责任感所致,二是怕麻烦)。

关于"聪明"——不似双子灵活机巧,不象水瓶创意非凡,也不是天蝎的那种计画周密,处女座更多体现的是智慧。细腻、理性、好学加上十二星座里一流的洞察力和最强的逻辑思维能力,处女座想不聪明都难 ( yes yes, zhou jing open ur eyes and read carefully, me is clever de, no choice , it comes sooo naturally, i cannot change also, sooo sad, haha lol)。没事少在处女座面前信口开河,随意撒谎,很多伪纱他们一眼便能看透;也别跟他们玩什么心计,你玩不过他们的。处女是那种可以把你卖了你还得向他道谢的类型。没事也少跟处女座辩论,他们没理也可找出理,甚至找出不止一条理来。处女是永远不会吃亏的。  

关于"单纯"——处女座很纯真,但绝不单纯,他们内心复杂得让人难以想象,很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的(hehe, maybe bah, not sure)。处女座也总在纯洁和好色(huh, I where got???)之间徘徊,这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的,宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人,心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。(emmm yes yes!!!=))))

关于"幽默"——都说处女座冷若冰霜,缺乏幽默。多和他们接触吧,你会体会到什么是冷幽默,什么是真正的幽默,( I think u all feel this pt alr, haha!!)而并非品位低俗的搞笑。  

关于"迟钝"——别看你和处女座说某些提议时他们半天才反应过来,在你说好的一瞬间,他们脑子里可能已经转过五六个你这项提议会造成的后果(通常是消极后果)了。他们总是想得太多,绝非想得太慢。( yes yes, this is truly me loh)  

关于"自私"——处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊,也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的,所以显得自私。(能够理解吗?)因为处女不想伤害任何人。(I think not all the ppl can understand this bah!!)

  关于"逃避"——由于处女座性格上的因素,他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控,或是自己的情绪无法调节好时,他们会疯狂地逃避,堕落自己,这种状况通常对别人无害,却是伤害自己,让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心,过一阵子他们自己会好的,他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起作用。处女座一般不会彻底堕落,堕落前可能都已留有余地,只是在等待着希望的来临。( yup yup, I am the da bu si de xiao qiang, very de strong, haha)甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。  

关于"内涵"——处女座有涵养这一点是肯定的。在成长中不断吸取教训,不断学习,取人之长来丰富自己的内涵。(that is why i think a lot bah)因为他们感觉到情绪无法把握,而这些是自己可以踏踏实实做到的,将来一定有帮助。这是他们所追求的完美主义目标。 

处女座就是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨,说穿了却又很简单的星座。最接近神的人?可能吧,处女座喜欢这样来标榜自己。因为他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。他们的内心接近了神,可是身在这个世界,不能不食人间烟火吧,所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。  

处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话,对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。  
处女座希望别人了解自己,却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。  
处女座是最有责任感的人了,可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

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15.10.083:53 pm
GP, the killer


Was not in a good mood this morning, slept away the first period at CT bentch though I slept at 10 last night. Cannot believe tt I really fell asleep leh!!!

It was time to get back GP, migrated into the audi with the only expectation tt I did not fail soooo badly. After the whole cohort was settled down, the teacher started to talk. He rephrased the sentence nicely and repeated a few times, but the message was the same; only 6 ppl got A, 45% of the cohort fail GP!!! Wow, at tt instant I was sure tt I failed very badly for my GP...... Got back the paper, yar, I never ever fail sooooo badly like this, wad the hell was tt??? 55555~~~~~~

Walking out of the audi with the same face as I came in, there was really not much to say. I just pray hard tt my compo can pull me up from the deep valley.

Bought some food from the store which had the shortest queue, had some difficulties in finishing the food, but for some sayings I followed, I finished it.

Went back to the CT bench, I fell asleep agian, until my PW group leader called me to discuss PW. OMG, ROARzzzzz!!!!!! I felt dame pig lah, sleep after eating. Ahhh cannot sleep sooooo much liao!!!!=((((

Was listen to zhou jing and yang lu practicing their songs for the audition of HC idol after PW at 74 CT bench. I finally felt better when I sing along with them......

I walked out the sch alone at 2 plus, try to be as slow as I can, looked around with each step, hoping sth tt seemed not very possible......

The bus was empty enough for me to stone, it was soooo early, no wonder I could get a seat. Anyway, no more stoning from tml onwards liao......

Btw, today I got a few songs to share here. The first one is Journey, everyone of us will go through a journey of our own lives, we may feel tt the journey is very long until we reach our destinations......

Journey

It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.
to you

The next song is Say Goodbye. It was my secondary sch graduation song, I like the lyrics very much!!!!

say goodbye

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart, is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts, is the only way now for you and me Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

The third song is SHE's new song, which I find very nice, it is called 沿海公路的出口. It is important for us to learn to let go though we do not want to......

沿海公路的出口

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收

倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋


我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆却学不会放手
怎么走



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Fu Xiao Chun

20 years old

6th September 1990


♥ Love&Hate.

<3 my mummy
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[x] `Eve

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[x] `Del

[x] `Shilbe

[x] `Elizabeth

[x] `Pei Hua

[x] `Hwei Ee

[x] `Valencia

[x] `Jin Dao

[x] `Qiu Han

[x] `Yan Jie

[x] `Ren Qi


memories @ Cedar

[x] `Zoe

[x] `Liu Xi

[x] `Li Xue

[x] `Iris

[x] `Yong Ning

[x] `Jia Yuan

[x] `Sze Min

[x] `Wan Ling

[x] `Sze Hong

[x] `Siti

[x] `Zaferin

[x] `Easter


my dears

[x] `Yu Ying

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