29.12.0912:57 PM
cheese, cheese, cheese cake~~~~=)))
cheese, cheese, cheese cake~~~~=)))
Experience how a housewife's life like yesterday~~~~hahahaha~~~><
Did all the house works in the morning, went to library to read books in the afternoon. I bought an oreo cheesecake for myself while reading. I suddenly felt like to make cheesecake. haha~~~ I noe I am very random~~~LOL!!! Then I remembered tt germ got write a recipe for me, haha!!! I quickly packed my things and shoot to supermarket to buy ingredient~~~=))) Saw Jap curry in the supermarket also, felt like trying, so I bought some veges for the curry too~~~ahhahahaha~~~~XDDD
Ok, after a few hours of preparing, my lovely dinner is ready!!!!XDDDD
Presenting to you my first cheesecake~~~dang1 dang1 dang1 dang4~~~~<333333 href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lU3pZrapzwI/SzmNv4NgYrI/AAAAAAAABGQ/8kYie4YzO1A/s1600-h/DSCF9960.JPG">
Camwhore with it~~~~hahahaha!!!><
Kiss kiss, Muaks~~~~^o^
Yeah~~~~=DDDDD
Then start eating bah~~~>_@
试吃大会~~huhu~~yummy, yummy!!!!=)))))
Emmm, for the Jap curry, it tasted very nice, but it did not looked very nice, haha~~~ I shall practice some more, then can show off here next time~~~ahhahahahahaha~~~XPPPP
Did all the house works in the morning, went to library to read books in the afternoon. I bought an oreo cheesecake for myself while reading. I suddenly felt like to make cheesecake. haha~~~ I noe I am very random~~~LOL!!! Then I remembered tt germ got write a recipe for me, haha!!! I quickly packed my things and shoot to supermarket to buy ingredient~~~=))) Saw Jap curry in the supermarket also, felt like trying, so I bought some veges for the curry too~~~ahhahahaha~~~~XDDD
Ok, after a few hours of preparing, my lovely dinner is ready!!!!XDDDD
Presenting to you my first cheesecake~~~dang1 dang1 dang1 dang4~~~~<333333 href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lU3pZrapzwI/SzmNv4NgYrI/AAAAAAAABGQ/8kYie4YzO1A/s1600-h/DSCF9960.JPG">
Camwhore with it~~~~hahahaha!!!><
Kiss kiss, Muaks~~~~^o^
Yeah~~~~=DDDDD
Then start eating bah~~~>_@
试吃大会~~huhu~~yummy, yummy!!!!=)))))
Emmm, for the Jap curry, it tasted very nice, but it did not looked very nice, haha~~~ I shall practice some more, then can show off here next time~~~ahhahahahahaha~~~XPPPP
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26.12.0912:30 PM
Chipmunks made me miss my doggyssss~~~~~=((((
Chipmunks made me miss my doggyssss~~~~~=((((
Went to watch Alvin and chipmunks 2 yesterday!!! OMG the squirrels sooooo cute!!! Feel like hugging them~~~ahhahahaha!!!XDDDD
The female chipmunks are really hot when they dance, and the way they sing is very cute, even the harmony is soooooo cute!!!!!!<333333
I start to miss my dogs liao, nv hug them for 1 year le~~~5555~~~~=((((
I WANT A PUPPY!!!!!! ROAR~~~~~
The female chipmunks are really hot when they dance, and the way they sing is very cute, even the harmony is soooooo cute!!!!!!<333333
I start to miss my dogs liao, nv hug them for 1 year le~~~5555~~~~=((((
I WANT A PUPPY!!!!!! ROAR~~~~~
Secret
21.12.091:44 PM
Life after As~~~
Life after As~~~
Was working for the Popular book fair in the past 10 days. The schedule was quite tight for me cos I still have to teach tuition on Sun morning! Basically the work requires me to work from 10am to 10pm, it was quite tiring, especially on Sun. I have to teach tuition from 9am to 2pm and rush to the book fair to sell E-dictionaries~~~ahhh~~~Tired~~~ I lost my voice and still have to talk to the customers~~~5555~~~ But, the paid was not bad, count all those commision and incentives, I probably earned 2k in tt 10 days~~~hahahaha=))))
Most importantly, I secured many other jobs for the rest of my holiday. Got a company selling children's books ask me to work as a promoter for them. The book is very interesting, it can talk when a special pointer touch it. I may consider this job, haha!!!=)) And also some of my customers ask me to give tuition to their kids, emm, this is interesting also, haha!!!=)))
Shall talk abt the kids in my tuition class, they really make me da4 kai1 yan3 jie4~~~ The p2 boys were talking abt PSP games in class, this was quite shocking, cos I only came across such things when I was in upper sec sch. Ok, I have to convince myself tt I AM OLD and the technology is too advanced in today. Anather random topic in tt class made me totally speechless, my dear little p2 boy was talking abt his GIRL FRIEND!!!! I was totally STUNT!!!! LOL!!! Primary 2 leh, not secondary 2!!!! wowwwww~~~~
Anyway, have to mug from today onwards for the SAT liao, but somehow, I find myself losing my motivations, always find excuses for myself to slack~~~haha~~~LOL!!! Again my house is not a good place to mug, but now I have no right to use the LEP room le, soooo sad!!!=((( Shall go library to mug from tml onwards, but, haix, no one accompany me~~~5555~~~=((( basically nobody is still mugging at this point of time~~~~haix~~~~sianzzzzz~~~~=((((((
Most importantly, I secured many other jobs for the rest of my holiday. Got a company selling children's books ask me to work as a promoter for them. The book is very interesting, it can talk when a special pointer touch it. I may consider this job, haha!!!=)) And also some of my customers ask me to give tuition to their kids, emm, this is interesting also, haha!!!=)))
Shall talk abt the kids in my tuition class, they really make me da4 kai1 yan3 jie4~~~ The p2 boys were talking abt PSP games in class, this was quite shocking, cos I only came across such things when I was in upper sec sch. Ok, I have to convince myself tt I AM OLD and the technology is too advanced in today. Anather random topic in tt class made me totally speechless, my dear little p2 boy was talking abt his GIRL FRIEND!!!! I was totally STUNT!!!! LOL!!! Primary 2 leh, not secondary 2!!!! wowwwww~~~~
Anyway, have to mug from today onwards for the SAT liao, but somehow, I find myself losing my motivations, always find excuses for myself to slack~~~haha~~~LOL!!! Again my house is not a good place to mug, but now I have no right to use the LEP room le, soooo sad!!!=((( Shall go library to mug from tml onwards, but, haix, no one accompany me~~~5555~~~=((( basically nobody is still mugging at this point of time~~~~haix~~~~sianzzzzz~~~~=((((((
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8.12.099:08 AM
bella sera~~~=)))
bella sera~~~=)))
Prom was quite fun~~~~=))) So nice to noe so many new friends in the last school event!!! =)))
Everyone was very pretty yesterday!!!haha!!! Took a lot of pics!!!=)))
I dun noe how does the food taste like, cos I almost nv eat anything yesterday. No time to eat lah~~~LOL~~~But it is ok, I was not tt hungry~~~haha!!!XDDD
These were the hairpins on my head, I was shocked when I took them out~~~LOL~~
This is the cue card tt the prom IC made for us~~~soooo nice~~~=)))
This is the prize~~~=)))
And my number tag~~~
Everyone was very pretty yesterday!!!haha!!! Took a lot of pics!!!=)))
I dun noe how does the food taste like, cos I almost nv eat anything yesterday. No time to eat lah~~~LOL~~~But it is ok, I was not tt hungry~~~haha!!!XDDD
These were the hairpins on my head, I was shocked when I took them out~~~LOL~~
This is the cue card tt the prom IC made for us~~~soooo nice~~~=)))
This is the prize~~~=)))
And my number tag~~~
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6.12.094:40 PM
Learning is much easier than teaching lor~~~
Learning is much easier than teaching lor~~~
Went to my previous tuition centre to teach p2 and p3 chinese today. From 9 am in the morning all the way to 1pm plus, I am dame tired now~~~
Get up at 6am this morning and reach the tuition centre at 8. Quikly run through the lesson plan and start to teach the p2 class at 9. The class is rather small, only got 3 students. Plus there is one on MC, so only left 2 little boys. The one and half hour lesson seems to be very fast for me, I am busy with getting their attention. Two of them are totally opposite, one of them is hyperactive who sidetracks a lot, I have to answer his random questions and pull him back to the lesson~~~LOL! The other one is very quiet, he do all the exercise by himself and refuse to listen, I have to joke with him to make him listen to me and make him to write the strokes of the chinese character in the correct sequence~~~hahahaha~~~ I really hope I have a twin sister lor, then she can help me juggle them~~~LOL!!XPPP Despite the jokes and sidetracks, I actually manage to finish wad I have to finish, only a few exercises left for them to do as homework~~~hahahaha!!! I am dame happy!!! hoho!!! ^o^
Immediately after tt is the p3 lesson. This is the lesson tt concerns me. The class size is small, only got 3 students, but their standards are very different. Two of them taking Chinese as a third language and they dun noe how to speak chinese at all, so I have to teach the whole class in English. Got 1 Korean girl, she is going to be sec2 but she wants to learn chinese from the basic. She can write and understand a bit but she is very weak at reading and speaking, but she is still ok, at least her understanding level is still near the p3 level. Got one Myanmar boy who cannot read if there is no han yu pin ying, cannot understand without English translation. The Chinese passages are still easy to be translated, but the problem is tt his English is not very good also, so I have to use body languages to explain to him. Ahhh~~~ dame tiring!!! LOL!!!XDDD The other boy is a chinese lah, I am supposed to teach him in Chinese, but because of the 2 foreign students, I use English to teach the whole lesson. Ahhhhh~~~~ Furthermore, I only finish explaining the passages in tt one and half hour, there is no time for me to go through the exercises with them, so I just let them do all as homework lor. I am an evil teacher, am I?? ? hahahaha!!! >< Of course cannot like tt lah, must chiong with them the next lesson. I think I will just have seperate consultation with the Myanmar boy lor~~~
Stay back after the lessons and prepare some materials for the next lesson~~~ I just cannot help sleeping on the bus and I continue sleeping after I reach home~~~ahahahaha!!! ><
Haix!!!! Teaching is really not eash ah~~~~ but it is a very good experience lah!!!=)))
Jia you xiao chun!!! You can do it!!!=)))
Get up at 6am this morning and reach the tuition centre at 8. Quikly run through the lesson plan and start to teach the p2 class at 9. The class is rather small, only got 3 students. Plus there is one on MC, so only left 2 little boys. The one and half hour lesson seems to be very fast for me, I am busy with getting their attention. Two of them are totally opposite, one of them is hyperactive who sidetracks a lot, I have to answer his random questions and pull him back to the lesson~~~LOL! The other one is very quiet, he do all the exercise by himself and refuse to listen, I have to joke with him to make him listen to me and make him to write the strokes of the chinese character in the correct sequence~~~hahahaha~~~ I really hope I have a twin sister lor, then she can help me juggle them~~~LOL!!XPPP Despite the jokes and sidetracks, I actually manage to finish wad I have to finish, only a few exercises left for them to do as homework~~~hahahaha!!! I am dame happy!!! hoho!!! ^o^
Immediately after tt is the p3 lesson. This is the lesson tt concerns me. The class size is small, only got 3 students, but their standards are very different. Two of them taking Chinese as a third language and they dun noe how to speak chinese at all, so I have to teach the whole class in English. Got 1 Korean girl, she is going to be sec2 but she wants to learn chinese from the basic. She can write and understand a bit but she is very weak at reading and speaking, but she is still ok, at least her understanding level is still near the p3 level. Got one Myanmar boy who cannot read if there is no han yu pin ying, cannot understand without English translation. The Chinese passages are still easy to be translated, but the problem is tt his English is not very good also, so I have to use body languages to explain to him. Ahhh~~~ dame tiring!!! LOL!!!XDDD The other boy is a chinese lah, I am supposed to teach him in Chinese, but because of the 2 foreign students, I use English to teach the whole lesson. Ahhhhh~~~~ Furthermore, I only finish explaining the passages in tt one and half hour, there is no time for me to go through the exercises with them, so I just let them do all as homework lor. I am an evil teacher, am I?? ? hahahaha!!! >< Of course cannot like tt lah, must chiong with them the next lesson. I think I will just have seperate consultation with the Myanmar boy lor~~~
Stay back after the lessons and prepare some materials for the next lesson~~~ I just cannot help sleeping on the bus and I continue sleeping after I reach home~~~ahahahaha!!! ><
Haix!!!! Teaching is really not eash ah~~~~ but it is a very good experience lah!!!=)))
Jia you xiao chun!!! You can do it!!!=)))
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3.12.0911:17 PM
it is over!!!
it is over!!!
Yes!!! It is finally over!!!!XDDDD
Take a photo of my entry proof~~~
And then, this is the fate of my entry proof!!! hahahahaha!!!! Shuangzzzzz~~~~
Went to caroline's house to play guitar hero and mahjong!!! haha!!! Just realise tt our class ppl are all very interested in Mahjong~~~ hahaha!!! Next time for the "gems", we shall choose a mahjong module, if there is one~~~ hahahaha!!!XDDD
Take a photo of my entry proof~~~
And then, this is the fate of my entry proof!!! hahahahaha!!!! Shuangzzzzz~~~~
Went to caroline's house to play guitar hero and mahjong!!! haha!!! Just realise tt our class ppl are all very interested in Mahjong~~~ hahaha!!! Next time for the "gems", we shall choose a mahjong module, if there is one~~~ hahahaha!!!XDDD
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29.11.0912:48 PM
In silence I grieve
In silence I grieve
One year have past, I still can remember what happened exactly one year ago in the bloody cold hospital......
First time in my life tt death was so close. From then, I experienced how scary death can be. It took away the life of the person I loved without my permission and it made me cry in a deep despire. Thereafter, I live in anxiety, I am afraid tt it will again take away the lives of people around me and leave me alone in this world.
Started calling grandma very often this year, at least once a week. Everytime after the sunday church section, there would be a strong urge in me to call back. It becomed a habit of me to listen to gradma talking abt how she spent her week. I always think a lot after calling her.
She is very optimistic, I have to admit. She is trying hard to fulfil her day with gatherings with her old friends, watching TV, playing mahjong etc. Everytime I called her, she would talk abt who she met and where she went to play and what show she was watching, and she would tell me not to worry about her, she noes how to plan her life, how to take care of herself etc. She sounded happy and satisfied, but I dun noe whether her words make me reasured or make me even more worried.
I am happy tt she have things to do everyday, but when I visualize the fact tt now she have to walk to the place alone and walk back alone, or attending gatherings alone, I felt sad. It is very hard to adapt lonely life when alr get used to be accompanied. There is no one to talk to when she cannot sleep at night......
I kept thinking whether she is really happy or she said all those just to reasure me. My heart hurts everytime, when I think abt grandpa, she should be the same as me bah......
I could feel tt in this year, her memory and hearings were getting worse and worse, and now I am really scared......
I will go back in Jan next year, just in time to celebrate her birthday with her. I promised grandpa tt I will spend more time with grandma. If the wheather is ok, I will bring her to some other places to travel!
Still, missing my dearest gradpa......
First time in my life tt death was so close. From then, I experienced how scary death can be. It took away the life of the person I loved without my permission and it made me cry in a deep despire. Thereafter, I live in anxiety, I am afraid tt it will again take away the lives of people around me and leave me alone in this world.
Started calling grandma very often this year, at least once a week. Everytime after the sunday church section, there would be a strong urge in me to call back. It becomed a habit of me to listen to gradma talking abt how she spent her week. I always think a lot after calling her.
She is very optimistic, I have to admit. She is trying hard to fulfil her day with gatherings with her old friends, watching TV, playing mahjong etc. Everytime I called her, she would talk abt who she met and where she went to play and what show she was watching, and she would tell me not to worry about her, she noes how to plan her life, how to take care of herself etc. She sounded happy and satisfied, but I dun noe whether her words make me reasured or make me even more worried.
I am happy tt she have things to do everyday, but when I visualize the fact tt now she have to walk to the place alone and walk back alone, or attending gatherings alone, I felt sad. It is very hard to adapt lonely life when alr get used to be accompanied. There is no one to talk to when she cannot sleep at night......
I kept thinking whether she is really happy or she said all those just to reasure me. My heart hurts everytime, when I think abt grandpa, she should be the same as me bah......
I could feel tt in this year, her memory and hearings were getting worse and worse, and now I am really scared......
I will go back in Jan next year, just in time to celebrate her birthday with her. I promised grandpa tt I will spend more time with grandma. If the wheather is ok, I will bring her to some other places to travel!
Still, missing my dearest gradpa......
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26.11.0911:45 PM
starting to enjoy life after As le~~~~=)))
starting to enjoy life after As le~~~~=)))
Yes Alevel is going to end soon!!!! Only left Bio MCQ liao!!! hahaha!!! Though I felt it tt way after the hard core~~~hahahaha!!!!><
Went to Kbox with Yang lu and Zhou jing straight away after our H3 paper on Wed!!!!hahahaha!!! We were dame high!!! wowo!!! I nv go Kbox for half of a year alr!!!! Ahhhh~~~ ROAR~~~~
Haha! Anyway, I think only 3 of us can accept the songs we sang. Cos we were singing all those very very very old songs!!!!! Like 邓丽君，孟庭韦，童安格's songs, haha!!! Super you3 feel!!!! hahahahaha!!!!=))))
Minus away the irritating durian uncle and the rude boys, it would be a perfect day!!!! Went for shopping with zhou jing after our Kbox section. Both of us spent great deal of money in a shop in Heeren!!! Zhou jing was shocked by the way I shopped. She was the second one, the first one was Lithong. Anyway, both of them shop with me when I nv shop for more than 3 months, so , u noe, must use my savings to exchange some goods lah~~~ hahahaha!!!><
Start hunting for prom dress today (actually is yesterday), haha!!! I am really dame tired of finding dress!!!! Y girls have sooooo many choices, y got soooo many nice dresses and y the prices are also very "nice"~~~~~Ahhhhh~~~~ I am confused, I find myself in a paradox or an irony. It is very troublesome!!!! Nvm, the stamina and patience of girls' become very good when it comes to shopping!!! hahahahaha!!!=))))
Went to eat dinner with my mum's friend, who is also my boss last time! Her son was very cute!!!! He gets more and more handsome everytime I saw him!!! haha!!!=)))) It was really funny today, the little boy kept asking his mum to bring me back home with them!!! hahahaha!!! My mum asked him:"你要养姐姐啊？" Guess wad, he said yes leh!!! LOL!!! hahahaha!!! Then he was saying tt he will buy a house for his mum, another one for my mum and another one for me~~~ahhahahaha!!! Then my mum started to suan me, cos she recalled tt I said sth similar when I was young!!! haha!!! KK!!! I will remember tt!!! Have to work hard for houses!!! Yes start early!!!=))))
I think the little boy got the camara-shy problem!!! LOL!!! ><
Went to Kbox with Yang lu and Zhou jing straight away after our H3 paper on Wed!!!!hahahaha!!! We were dame high!!! wowo!!! I nv go Kbox for half of a year alr!!!! Ahhhh~~~ ROAR~~~~
Haha! Anyway, I think only 3 of us can accept the songs we sang. Cos we were singing all those very very very old songs!!!!! Like 邓丽君，孟庭韦，童安格's songs, haha!!! Super you3 feel!!!! hahahahaha!!!!=))))
Minus away the irritating durian uncle and the rude boys, it would be a perfect day!!!! Went for shopping with zhou jing after our Kbox section. Both of us spent great deal of money in a shop in Heeren!!! Zhou jing was shocked by the way I shopped. She was the second one, the first one was Lithong. Anyway, both of them shop with me when I nv shop for more than 3 months, so , u noe, must use my savings to exchange some goods lah~~~ hahahaha!!!><
Start hunting for prom dress today (actually is yesterday), haha!!! I am really dame tired of finding dress!!!! Y girls have sooooo many choices, y got soooo many nice dresses and y the prices are also very "nice"~~~~~Ahhhhh~~~~ I am confused, I find myself in a paradox or an irony. It is very troublesome!!!! Nvm, the stamina and patience of girls' become very good when it comes to shopping!!! hahahahaha!!!=))))
Went to eat dinner with my mum's friend, who is also my boss last time! Her son was very cute!!!! He gets more and more handsome everytime I saw him!!! haha!!!=)))) It was really funny today, the little boy kept asking his mum to bring me back home with them!!! hahahaha!!! My mum asked him:"你要养姐姐啊？" Guess wad, he said yes leh!!! LOL!!! hahahaha!!! Then he was saying tt he will buy a house for his mum, another one for my mum and another one for me~~~ahhahahaha!!! Then my mum started to suan me, cos she recalled tt I said sth similar when I was young!!! haha!!! KK!!! I will remember tt!!! Have to work hard for houses!!! Yes start early!!!=))))
I think the little boy got the camara-shy problem!!! LOL!!! ><
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29.9.098:16 PM
One last break b4 As~~~
One last break b4 As~~~
Prelim is finally over, just had a 2-hour sleep in the afternoon, it is a luxury for me at this point of time~~~ hahahaha~~~ However, I am still in the state of half awake~~~LOL!!!
The real battle will start tml, it will not be a good start cos I am going to get back my GP~~~ Ahhhh!!!!! But nvm, no pain no gain mah!!! Jia you!!!!=)))
Btw, went for medical check up today, how should I say, I almost fainted there lah~~~
Basically, I wanted to noe whether my stomach got any problems or not, cos I dun feel like eating during the exam period. This was nth big, but the doctor suggested me to do like more than 6 blood testings lah, even including kidney functions, liver functions etc??? And the doctor keep showing off his chinese and talk non sense to me instead of asking wad is wrong with me!!!!
I asked the doctor, only need to draw the blood once right? He said yes and he took out 3 test tubes and 1 ultra big syringe, I was shocked, scared and amazed, but alr agree to do the blood tests, just let the doctor draw blood from me lor, I just close one eye lah. Who noes it was more amazing after tt. I could feel the needle being injected into my arm, the pain was ok if I dun face it. I was waiting and waiting for the doctor to get it done, but it took very long for him to finish, so I turned around to see how was the progress.
Guess wad I saw, the doctor pulled the syringe all the way to the end alr, but there was only 1/3 volume of blood and a lot of bubbles. And wad happened next make me want to faint. The doctor pushed and then pulled the syringe one more time to draw more blood, but it did not work. I was shocked. Did he try to kill me by injecting air into my vein???!!!
Finally the needle was removed and I felt relieved. Well , I was wrong. The doctor transfer 2/3 of the blood to one of the test tube and the rest to another one. He said tt the blood was not enough, need to draw one more time. I had a strong feeling of being cheated.
Luckily, the doctor finally give up, he directed me to another female doctor. I looked calmed but was celebrating inside, ahhahahaha!!! The female doctor checked my blood pressure, heart beats etc. And tt was when I realised I was there for medical check up. But finally still need to draw blood again. The doctor throw away the half filled second test tube and took out a new one. This means she is going to draw blood for two test tubes this time. Ahhh~~~~I really hope I won't faint half way through the drawing of blood lor.
This time was actually quite ok, the syringe was much smaller and the doctor looked much more professional. I turned around again and when I turned back, the doctor was alr done with the blood drawing, there was no bubble in the syringe and the volume was enough for the two test tubes.
The check up was considered as done, and the bill was also amazing but I dun have energy to care abt it alr, still pity the 2 syringe of blood tt I have lost. Went to eat red bean dessert immediately after tt, hope i can produce enough blood cells to replace the blood lost bah. 5555~~~=(((
Shall off to sleep alr, very tired~~~
The real battle will start tml, it will not be a good start cos I am going to get back my GP~~~ Ahhhh!!!!! But nvm, no pain no gain mah!!! Jia you!!!!=)))
Btw, went for medical check up today, how should I say, I almost fainted there lah~~~
Basically, I wanted to noe whether my stomach got any problems or not, cos I dun feel like eating during the exam period. This was nth big, but the doctor suggested me to do like more than 6 blood testings lah, even including kidney functions, liver functions etc??? And the doctor keep showing off his chinese and talk non sense to me instead of asking wad is wrong with me!!!!
I asked the doctor, only need to draw the blood once right? He said yes and he took out 3 test tubes and 1 ultra big syringe, I was shocked, scared and amazed, but alr agree to do the blood tests, just let the doctor draw blood from me lor, I just close one eye lah. Who noes it was more amazing after tt. I could feel the needle being injected into my arm, the pain was ok if I dun face it. I was waiting and waiting for the doctor to get it done, but it took very long for him to finish, so I turned around to see how was the progress.
Guess wad I saw, the doctor pulled the syringe all the way to the end alr, but there was only 1/3 volume of blood and a lot of bubbles. And wad happened next make me want to faint. The doctor pushed and then pulled the syringe one more time to draw more blood, but it did not work. I was shocked. Did he try to kill me by injecting air into my vein???!!!
Finally the needle was removed and I felt relieved. Well , I was wrong. The doctor transfer 2/3 of the blood to one of the test tube and the rest to another one. He said tt the blood was not enough, need to draw one more time. I had a strong feeling of being cheated.
Luckily, the doctor finally give up, he directed me to another female doctor. I looked calmed but was celebrating inside, ahhahahaha!!! The female doctor checked my blood pressure, heart beats etc. And tt was when I realised I was there for medical check up. But finally still need to draw blood again. The doctor throw away the half filled second test tube and took out a new one. This means she is going to draw blood for two test tubes this time. Ahhh~~~~I really hope I won't faint half way through the drawing of blood lor.
This time was actually quite ok, the syringe was much smaller and the doctor looked much more professional. I turned around again and when I turned back, the doctor was alr done with the blood drawing, there was no bubble in the syringe and the volume was enough for the two test tubes.
The check up was considered as done, and the bill was also amazing but I dun have energy to care abt it alr, still pity the 2 syringe of blood tt I have lost. Went to eat red bean dessert immediately after tt, hope i can produce enough blood cells to replace the blood lost bah. 5555~~~=(((
Shall off to sleep alr, very tired~~~
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25.9.092:34 PM
Some thoughts~~~
Some thoughts~~~
I cannot help thinking abt a lot of things when I was mugging recently, maybe tt is why my mugging sections are not very effective.
Dun noe y, a lot of little things can make me think a lot!
Mum was telling a news she read recently. A girl from XX university commit suicide because she realise tt life is meaningless. Mum was saying tt this was so absurd, how come all the young ppl have this kind of mentality.
I did not say anything, but inside me, there are a lot of voices. Was studying Existentialism in chinese lit recently, I was highly convinced by the ideology. It is true in some sense tt life is meaningless cos there will not have any form of evidence of our existence after we died.
Life is full of estrangment, cos no one can really understand us as they are not us. Life is also full of nothingness and anxiety, and tt is the feeling when estrangment come into our life. In conclusion, life is full of absurdity. Every existing thing is born without reason, prolongs itself out of weakness and dies by chance.
These theories are logical and they make sense, but tt does not mean we can just give up our lives. Yes our existence is meaningless cos ultimately we will become ash and diappeared in the world. However, living is not just abt ourselves, it is more of a form of responsibility to the ppl we love and the ppl love us. Tt is y i dun believe tt living for ourselves can make us enjoy life more. When we were young, we study hard in order to persue our own dreams. When we grow up, we work hard cos tt is sth we find meaningful or interesting. But have we ever think abt wad gives us the motivation? It is not our dreams or the works, it is the responsibility inside ourselves tt motivate us and enable us to survive any difficult situations. We study hard, cos we dun want to upset our parents and we work hard, cos we want to give the next generation the best. They are the ppl we love and love us, so it is a kind of responsibility to continue living for them.
These philosophical thinkings are recondite, but wad confuse me most is religious staff. The Existentialism thinks tt there isn't any almighty powers in this world, but i deeply believe tt there is sth higher than human. I am not really a free thinker but I dun really have a religion. I know the ideology of more than 2 religions as a form of knowledge and sometimes just cannot help believing in them, so there are more than 2 religion ideologies inside my mind and I keep thinking abt them. There are definitely similarities of them and there are also differences, and tt is time I am confused. I am not thinking abt which one is correct which one is wrong, but I am thinking why there are such differences.
Tt are just some random thoughts of mine. I noe I should not think too much at this pt of time, but sometimes my mind is just out of control. Maybe we dun need an absolute answer for everything so there is no need to think too much bah~~~~~~
Study hard and pls CONCENTRATE!!!!
Dun noe y, a lot of little things can make me think a lot!
Mum was telling a news she read recently. A girl from XX university commit suicide because she realise tt life is meaningless. Mum was saying tt this was so absurd, how come all the young ppl have this kind of mentality.
I did not say anything, but inside me, there are a lot of voices. Was studying Existentialism in chinese lit recently, I was highly convinced by the ideology. It is true in some sense tt life is meaningless cos there will not have any form of evidence of our existence after we died.
Life is full of estrangment, cos no one can really understand us as they are not us. Life is also full of nothingness and anxiety, and tt is the feeling when estrangment come into our life. In conclusion, life is full of absurdity. Every existing thing is born without reason, prolongs itself out of weakness and dies by chance.
These theories are logical and they make sense, but tt does not mean we can just give up our lives. Yes our existence is meaningless cos ultimately we will become ash and diappeared in the world. However, living is not just abt ourselves, it is more of a form of responsibility to the ppl we love and the ppl love us. Tt is y i dun believe tt living for ourselves can make us enjoy life more. When we were young, we study hard in order to persue our own dreams. When we grow up, we work hard cos tt is sth we find meaningful or interesting. But have we ever think abt wad gives us the motivation? It is not our dreams or the works, it is the responsibility inside ourselves tt motivate us and enable us to survive any difficult situations. We study hard, cos we dun want to upset our parents and we work hard, cos we want to give the next generation the best. They are the ppl we love and love us, so it is a kind of responsibility to continue living for them.
These philosophical thinkings are recondite, but wad confuse me most is religious staff. The Existentialism thinks tt there isn't any almighty powers in this world, but i deeply believe tt there is sth higher than human. I am not really a free thinker but I dun really have a religion. I know the ideology of more than 2 religions as a form of knowledge and sometimes just cannot help believing in them, so there are more than 2 religion ideologies inside my mind and I keep thinking abt them. There are definitely similarities of them and there are also differences, and tt is time I am confused. I am not thinking abt which one is correct which one is wrong, but I am thinking why there are such differences.
Tt are just some random thoughts of mine. I noe I should not think too much at this pt of time, but sometimes my mind is just out of control. Maybe we dun need an absolute answer for everything so there is no need to think too much bah~~~~~~
Study hard and pls CONCENTRATE!!!!
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