♥ So we're from two different worlds...
16.10.087:48 pm
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Was waiting for the school bus downstairs my house this morning, I was sooo early for the first time and I dun noe wad reason could account for that. There was sth in the sky, I did not noe whether it is the moon or the sun. After a few mins, the bus still have not come yet, I started to get very bored, then I started to sing beside the road......

Tampines was near the sea, so the road would elongated to the sea. The song 沿海公路的出口 which I shared yesterday came to my mind......

我坐在公路的出口, 等待天黑以后无边的寂寞, 连想你都是种残酷切磋.
我目送沿海的日落, 紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头, 留不住回忆却学不会放手, 怎麽走......


But instead of "天黑", it should be "天亮", "日落" should be "日出" bah!!!

I was sitting alone at the corner near my CT bench b4 morning assembly, eating chocolate which not supposed to be eaten in the morning. It was soooo sweet but dun noe why it seemed dame bitter for me......

The morning assembly was as boring as usual, just tt I keep sighing, all the way until the national anthem was finished......

The first hour in the morning was free and easy, was doing PW with mutton in 74 CT bentch, then we saw Charlene came with a cooking book, omg, she is the nv ren who can cook a lot a lot of dishes. We scaned through her cooking book, the pics were just toooo seductive for the two starving ppl here, our salivary glands gonna stimulated, lol... I need tissue, hahahaha!!!=)))

Then was GSC, I dun want to say anything abt her alr, she made the whole class felt sooooo disgusted......

Then was our first math lecture, but unfortunately, no one was paying attention cos everybody was just sooooo eager abt the returning of the promo math paper later, pool lecturer, haha!! The momoent finaly came, saw the math teachers came in with stacks of papers. Wooo, Mrs Yap was back, she was as skinny as last time, sooo happy to see her!!!=)))

The section began with the distribution of marks, my tians, the mode was U leh, the average mark for the whole cohort was only 51.4, everyone was sooo shocked.

Got back my paper, yes, my math nv make me disapointed, it was an A, but a very very low A, considered as 低空飞过...... hahahaha

Went to cateen to eat after tt, the sun was sooooo shine, when we walked pass the central plazza, zhou jing was asking me; aiya, why you suddenly smile like a sunflower? haha!!
Pls lar, u noe the answer de, noob!!!=PPP

I was not tt sensitive when it rained this afternoon, maybe becouse the sun was sooooo shine in the midday bah!!! =))))

Ok, instead of sharing songs here, today I will share some horoscope thing here. Zhou jing ask me to read this on yahoo, omg, I think it is almost 100% true for me lah!!!
Here are the links, can go and read when you are really really very free, cos it is in Chinese and it is very long, but it is really really true. Got any parts u dun understand, feel free to ask me, I would be glad to help you understand urself or understand the one you want to understand. haha!!!=PPP
http://www.mtime.com/my/1235305/blog/1479235/
http://www.mtime.com/my/1235305/blog/1479233/

处女座终极完美分析

都说处女座另类,双重性格,甚至有点神经质( yup, sometimes I dun even undersand myself),其实原因只有一个,处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转,姑且称之为"状态"。处女座状态好的时候可以将自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展,此时他们显得如此完美,光芒四射,并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈,容易与人打成一片(这本非他们的性格)。而一旦处女座状态不好便会变成另一个人,甚至非常窝囊,一事无成,不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同为水星守护,所以处女和双子一样善变,但双子善变的是心思,处女善变的却是情绪。(haha, tt is y me and mutton are some how the same bah)

很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事,这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界:要么说话做事很不自然,有做作的痕迹;要么便极度冷漠和被动,对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子,但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪,只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。

他们想的是:与其很不自然地面对你,尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话,或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一,性格怪异,还不如先躲一阵子,等调节好了以后再出来。所以,在与人交往中,他们只会和不得不交流的人(实在躲不掉)或是完全陌生的人(反正无所谓)交谈,而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。

所以,你在他心中地位越重,他躲得你越远。特别是恋人.  而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的\\"处女座的人最喜欢若即若离"。原因很简单:他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己,而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住,有时处女座对你冷,绝不是你说错做错什么,这是他们正常的生理现象,他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你(可事实上这种做法已经伤害)。不必难过,因为他们在乎你的话,他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚!他们所能做的,只希望快点调整好情绪,回到你的身边。

正基于以上两点,处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此:不喜主动,不善交际(也可以热情,只是今天热了,终有一天会冷的),不爱表现,不喜抛头露面(keep low profile, haha)(万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时,岂不大失脸面),诸如此类。

关于"洁癖"——并非处女都有洁癖,很多处女座并不爱干净,但却要求整洁,他们更多的是井然有序,不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的"完美"格局( emm, I am very organized)。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区,严重时会表现得歇斯底里。

关于"花心"——一般说来处女座绝不花心,忠诚是他们的代名词( Yes yes, this is totally correct, unlike someone loh, u noe who I am talkin abt, haha lol, jkjk)。异性关系多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力,来反击那些普遍观点。一旦找到心中真爱,他会呵护你一辈子,只要你能给他安全感,他永不背叛,心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳,红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘(yep yep!!!!)(一是责任感所致,二是怕麻烦)。

关于"聪明"——不似双子灵活机巧,不象水瓶创意非凡,也不是天蝎的那种计画周密,处女座更多体现的是智慧。细腻、理性、好学加上十二星座里一流的洞察力和最强的逻辑思维能力,处女座想不聪明都难 ( yes yes, zhou jing open ur eyes and read carefully, me is clever de, no choice , it comes sooo naturally, i cannot change also, sooo sad, haha lol)。没事少在处女座面前信口开河,随意撒谎,很多伪纱他们一眼便能看透;也别跟他们玩什么心计,你玩不过他们的。处女是那种可以把你卖了你还得向他道谢的类型。没事也少跟处女座辩论,他们没理也可找出理,甚至找出不止一条理来。处女是永远不会吃亏的。  

关于"单纯"——处女座很纯真,但绝不单纯,他们内心复杂得让人难以想象,很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的(hehe, maybe bah, not sure)。处女座也总在纯洁和好色(huh, I where got???)之间徘徊,这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的,宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人,心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。(emmm yes yes!!!=))))

关于"幽默"——都说处女座冷若冰霜,缺乏幽默。多和他们接触吧,你会体会到什么是冷幽默,什么是真正的幽默,( I think u all feel this pt alr, haha!!)而并非品位低俗的搞笑。  

关于"迟钝"——别看你和处女座说某些提议时他们半天才反应过来,在你说好的一瞬间,他们脑子里可能已经转过五六个你这项提议会造成的后果(通常是消极后果)了。他们总是想得太多,绝非想得太慢。( yes yes, this is truly me loh)  

关于"自私"——处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊,也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的,所以显得自私。(能够理解吗?)因为处女不想伤害任何人。(I think not all the ppl can understand this bah!!)

  关于"逃避"——由于处女座性格上的因素,他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控,或是自己的情绪无法调节好时,他们会疯狂地逃避,堕落自己,这种状况通常对别人无害,却是伤害自己,让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心,过一阵子他们自己会好的,他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起作用。处女座一般不会彻底堕落,堕落前可能都已留有余地,只是在等待着希望的来临。( yup yup, I am the da bu si de xiao qiang, very de strong, haha)甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。  

关于"内涵"——处女座有涵养这一点是肯定的。在成长中不断吸取教训,不断学习,取人之长来丰富自己的内涵。(that is why i think a lot bah)因为他们感觉到情绪无法把握,而这些是自己可以踏踏实实做到的,将来一定有帮助。这是他们所追求的完美主义目标。 

处女座就是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨,说穿了却又很简单的星座。最接近神的人?可能吧,处女座喜欢这样来标榜自己。因为他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。他们的内心接近了神,可是身在这个世界,不能不食人间烟火吧,所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。  

处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话,对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。  
处女座希望别人了解自己,却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。  
处女座是最有责任感的人了,可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

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