I dun noe wad to start with, it is the first time tt I cry for friendship. she noe me so well and I dun really understand her.
Maybe I am really a bad friend bah! Friends should be considerate, caring, understand each other from the heart and able to think in each other's angle, but I did neither for her.
She was happy all the time on the outside, so I thought she was really happy. We r so close, but I nv ever sensed tt I was hurting her, I made her heart bleeding, I made her feel sooo emo. I was still joking, laughing and doing all those things which I think tt I was helping her.
Wad she said was totally correct; some of the things I did, she did not say anything didn't mean she didn't mind. I cannot sense tt she was angry until I talked to her online just now.
Everyone definately have some sad times lah, they dun show it out becos they want to be happy. How can I dun noe this???
Sorry, I am such a bad friend. Sorry for making you so emo. Sorry for letting you down. I am really sorry!
Maybe we should switch our positions where I am going to be your listener, listen to all you want to say, and noe u better, understand u better.
Infact, frendship is more important for me. My heart hurts more this time......
I am really very very sorry.
I want to change, so pls do tell me if I am doing sth which hurts you.
Huo4 Bu4 Dan1 xing2!!!!!!!
A few hours ago, I knew tt I was a bad friend. Now I noe, I am a bad daughter also.
Mum was chasing me to go sleep just now, when I was chatting online. But I just stared at the screen and ignored wad she said, cos I was very disordered just now.
After talking to me for a few minutes and I do not answering anything, she is angry now.
Ohh no, she cannot be angry at this point of time. Her birthday is coming. 31 July, I was thinking of cooking something for her tt day and bring her for a movie at night. But if she is angry, I dun dare to do tt loh. OMT!! Why everything goes wrong today, oh no, yesterday.
I am terribly sorry mummy, I wanted to explain to you, but it is just not a correct time. Even myself dun noe wad to do with me---- the very very very very bad girl!
I am such a loser who keep making ppl around me feel disappointed, frustrated or even irritated. How ah?