I still remember when I first address u all outside LT3 about the publicity work, then after tt was to assign u all to different schs to publisize for our concert.

I still remember all of us gathered in Chee Yang's house to fold flyers for the road shows.

I still remember the road shows we did in orchard and the schs we had covered.

I still remember all those days tt we stay in schs until 1opm, went back home still doing concert admin work until 2 or 3 am or even later.

I still remember all the fitting sections we have together, though we are so happy to try all those beautiful clothes, keep changing for 1 whole day was super tiring lah.

I still remember our preview concert @ Tampines Mall and Jurong Point, which are absolutely wonderful.

I still remember all the fullruns we had in LT3 with the bad sound system and the wire mics to tangle all our actions.

I still remember the everyday pack practice schedule we had near the concert day.

I still remember the full dress rehersal we had in the audi, and that was the first time I find changing clothes not easy, and I dun have enough time to chage without other ppl's help.

I still remember the extremely funny and high night we had on the full dress rehersal tt night, where all of us including Chee Yang go on the stage to sing and dance all our concert songs. I had a fun time of doing Mei Ting's action. Haha! xD

I still remember the mock full dress rehersal we had in LT3 with fake mics and fake clothes, and after tt all the Christians stayed back, gathered outside LT3 to have a short praying section for our concert.

I still remember the dry run we had on 30th and 31st May in Singapore Botanic Gardern, and the bird shit droped on Chee Yang (twice), Yang Lu (once), Eve (once).

I still remember that night when the light of the stage falls onto the white flowers in the pond, the pond was no longer dirty to me and the flowers were in the color of the lights, it was so beautiful until i wanted to fall into the pond. All of us having a crazy time of singing 《三天三夜》，we were not singing alr, we were shouting! Haha!

I still remember after the concert, we pack all the staffs within 1 hour with all the make up on our face. Then after tt, we squeeze on the lorry with all other staffs back to sch, one bunch of us shouting on the lorry even though it was 12am in the next day morning liao. The lorry driver missed the entrence to sch, but tt was not a bad thing for us, we continue shouting until the driver go one more round to SBG then back to sch, we still asking for one more round, how crazy we are!

I still remember on the 1st June was my CLEP writing camp, me and Yang Lu had to report to the Singapore Sports School early in the morning, both of us almost never sleep the night before and we were still in the concert mood when we report to the camp. There was a performance in tt evening, though we were in different groups, both of us danced the dances in our concert with proud. We seemed like we were still performing for the concert.

I still remember the 庆功宴 we had in Sakae Sushi at Park Mall where all of us cheering with our month open but no noisy sound was made. Playing Joan's dog at the LOVE statue and also taking photos there. After tt some us hanging out in the Starbucks to have one last chat.

All these small things echoing around me these days, I dun noe when can all of us gather again without anyone absent. Really miss all those pracs with u guys. All the emptiness will be substitute by mugging. My life only left mugging, eating and sleeping liao! 5555555~~~~~

I am going to blog the last part of this post with a thankful heart, I want thank all the ppl involved in CHANGE, or have given CHANGE support in one way or another. U all made up a very important part in my life and u all really make changes in me.

Peter lao shi and fan lao shi, thank you for giving us so many constructive comments on our vocals and dance steps. I really learn alot from the lessons with u. Thank you very much for tt!=)

The backstage helpers, thanks for helping us organise the backstage and help us change our clothes. I noe we r very excited, very noisy on tt day and we indeed got give u all some problems, thanks for ur understanding and thanks for all the time u all have commited to the concert! =)

The dancers, thanks for commiting ur time to learn all the dances of our concert despite the fact u all really got a lot of staff to do with MAD. U all are IMBA IMBA IMBA!!!! Just want to thank u all again for helping out in the concert and thank u for decorating our dreams with ur beatigul colours!=)

Shi Qi, u r dame hot lah, really, and thanks for choreo all the dances for us. I like the 唯舞独尊 and 孤单芭蕾 very much! Jolin is my ou xiang, and u r the first person who can change her dance until so nice, really LOVE u a lot a lot a lot!!!<3

Xing Yi, u also dame hot, though u r not from MAD, ur dance is just as IMBA as all those MAD dancers lah. Really cannot see tt u r from choir, come and join gefang lah, so we can have more talents here!! haha!!:P

Yen Ngee, I like ur 孤单芭蕾 dance a lot, it was my dream to learn ballet when I was young, but somehow cannot find any teacher in my place, in the end gave up and went to learn other kind of dance. You reminded me abt my dream very long ago...... hahahaha!xD

The band: Shu Wen and Jevon on the keyboard, Samuel on the guitar, Reuben on the base and Wen Qiang on the drum! How do I say, u all are dame pro lah, though u all are on the different instruments, u all can switch anyway u want if u all are getting bored. That is dame cool lah. Sometimes I saw Wen Qiang playing guitar, Sam playing base and Reuben playing the drum, and u all can still play the music for us to sing. I really impressed, some more u all communicate with the language I dun noe, haha eg. G, D, E... haha!!!!! I want to learn the chords also, haha!!xD Anyway, thanks for make our concert so LIVE, and I like all the band songs, they are even more alive than the original ones lah! Thank u, thank u!!=)

The concert committees: Zhi Yang, Qinny, Angeline, Shu Wen, Guan Qiang, Si Ying, Grace. We cannot have such a good memory of the concert without u all, thanks for organising all the staff for us and thank u for ur guidance and encouragement. I love u all! <3

Zhi Yang, thank you for wad u did for the concert, for gefang and for us. Sometimes you were a very strict mentor, far more furious than a grand senior, I was impressed by ur determination and ur commitment, despite the fact tt u r only 1 year older than me, wooo tt might be a reason y we like to call u LAO REN ba!!! Ahhaha! I think I will miss your scolding terribly, especially on satardays. haha!! But sometimes u were a very retarded, childish as well as crazy friend. I still remember u were trying to snatch with me to imitate Mei Ting's action in Tao Hua Yuan on tt night after full dress rehersal. haha!! I also remember the time when u share ur precious lunch--1 packet of chicken rice with me and Charis cos the person buying lunch forgot to buy for me and Charis. Though I noe u need to lose weight lah, still thank u for sharing ur lunch! haha!! Just kidding! :P

Qinny, my mock twin sister, haha, it is so 有缘 to meet a person who has the same day, the same year of birth with u. But i still think u r a few hours older than me, cos i was born at abt 9:30PM, so the chances 4 u to be older than me is higher, haha! So logistic, like Virgo. Haha! Hope this year, 6th Sep, we can celebrate our 18th Birthday together, if I am not wrong, tt day is also the Mid Autumn Celebration, haha, we can take it as the whole sch will celebrate for us, hahahaha! Anyway, thank you for all the staff u have done for us. It is very nice to have a concert director like u. Though u alr looked like half dead (actually u r) for the concert, u still cheered up to give us comments on our performances. Just want to ask u to LOVE URSELF, can credit urself some days to sleep to clear away the eye blacks u accumulated in the past three months. Though I noe now u still got some gefang exco staff to settle lah, PLS take care, sleep more and eat more! Do inform me if there is anything I can help u!=)

Angeline, haha 天使线, the harmonists are so clever, they creat a name for u just by direct translation. haha! Anyway, thanks for being there with us for all our pracs. I will never forget on the concert day, u cried before our performance. I noe how u feel lah, actually, everyone feels the same, more than 3 months' hardwork will be shown off just on one night, then after tt we will not be seeing each other so often liao. The day we work for is actually the day we dun want it to come. Just want to thank u again for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Shu Wen, it was very nice to have u in charge of me for the publicity work, I miss the time discussing with u about all the publicity schedules even before the concert day. U are such an nice person to work with and I hope I can have just 1/2 , oh no, just 1/4 of ur keyboard skills. Ahhahahaha! Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Guan Qiang, thanks for suan ing me abt my figure ah, hahahaha! That is all I remember of u abt the concert! haha! Just kidding! Thank you for ur moral support when I just noe tt my hometown gor earthquake. At tt time I really lost, and I dun even noe how to continue all the happy staff when I cannot even contact my relatives. Thank u very much for cheering me up!=)

Ok finally, come to all the singers and harmonist: Fu Kuan, Welson, Tian Shui, Brandon, Qi Yan, Du Wei, Ting Yun, Yang Lu, Shao Wei, Jie Hui, Yokie, Eric, Eve, Mei Ling, Mei Ting, Charis, Mavis, Germine, Zhen Yu and Zhou Jing. Thank u all for puting in ur best for the concert, it was nice to share the dream with u guys and u all really gave me the most beatiful memory of my life!=)

Fu Kuan, I always remember you struggling with ur 改变自己 and CHANCE CHANCE dance, in the end u dance it nicely.haha! Well done! Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Welson, haha, FOREVER GREEN partner, thanks for practice the squating down part with me sooooo many times, I really very scared tt I can not squat down with my 10cm-boots. haha! It is very nice to see you and Ting Yun together, she is my precious sister, so take care of her, which u r alr doing, haha!!^o^

Tian Shui, thank you for entertaining all of us during the pracs, even though ur jokes r not tt funny, haha!! But u have the face of making ppl laugh, ahhaha, yeah, so thank you for bring us happiness and joy!xD

Brandon, my dearest xiao di, haha, thank you for offering ur house for us to play and practice, ur house if really very very nice! I find u a person very easy to talk to and I enjoy all the times chatting with you! Your knees really make me worry a lot, pls wear ur knee guard preperly and dun injure urself anymore! Thank you for coaching me on CEST LA VIE, it is a very nice song and u make me started to like Liang Jin Ru liao! haha!

Qi Yan, I can't help admire you tt you can study anywhere at anytime, I cannot do tt, tt is why my results are like shit!!!5555```` must give me tuitions, ahhahaha! Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Du Wei, thank you for letting us having fun with ur name, I find it quite nice to sing ur name in a choir way, haha, u can consider to record it down and use as a ring tone, so u will never forget about us! haha! Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Ting Yun, my lovely sister, nice to work with u on the publicity work, u really help me solve a lot of problems regarding to schs. And, ah girl, take care of urself, u really scared all of us when u fainted in the toilet, luckily, Welson is there, if not we dun really noe how to take u out. Eat healthily and be strong!:D

Yang Lu, my dear, nice to have u in all parts of life. Sometimes u really make me worry abt u, during the dance night period, u make me feel like u r going to collapse at anytime, tt is why I finally decided to sign up for the dance night helper, just feel like to run with you for both of the practices of CHANGE and Dance Night, but that day I saw u in SALT, u r so exicted abt your full run at SALT, u r not tt fragile as I think, it is me tt wanted to die, ahhaha! In the end, I go to CHANGE rehersal never go back SALT liao, haha! Thanks anyway for helping me cover the schs for the publicity work when I had problem of finding ppl to go, even though ur dance night was almost there, I wanted to help u, but in the end was always u help me! I still remember when neat the concert day, the dancers having some problems, u were like super emo until u almost cry lah, I felt very bad tt I cannot help u much on it, luckily in the end it is settled. I miss ya now, when will you come back ah?

Shao Wei, the scandless xiao di, haha, you r the tallest person in CHANGE, but u r the most childish one, ahhaha! I will miss ur act-cute pose and photos, haha. It was nice to skit with u to the bus stop after the dry run in SBG on 30th May. hahahaha! Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Jie Hui, another noob zhou here, haha. Thank u and ur noob jokes! My 154 bus partner always go home by taxi, 5555```` Well thanks for sharing with me the problems you face lah, though I did't give u many constructive comments, I can be a good listener whenever u want. Just remember there is no problem cannot be solved! Btw, thank u for ur buffer treat, the food was really nice!=)

Yokie, my dearest brother, I felt very sorry for you, I just realise tt I did not do anything for u, everytime was u helping me when I got problems. Anyway, thank you for sending me back home, thank you for listening to me about my retarded stories, thank you for giving me constructive advice, thank you for helping me with my PI, thank you for praying for me and my hometown, thank you for being a so nice person there. I am sure we will keep in touch in future, so if u got anything I can help u with, just feel free to ask me ok?

Eric, daddy, thank you for always lending ur car to help us to carry all sorts of staff, thank you for doing so many extra work for our concert. Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Eve, xiao mei, haha! Your vocals are so pro lah. Thank u for matching the 绿光 dance to 阿里山的姑娘，it is seriously dame funny lah, haha! I will never forget u and ur old songs! haha! You r such an strong person, tt is why I felt so heart broken when u cry unconsciously in front of me last time. I noe u r even more stressed compare to us, cos u r J2 alr, sometimes cry out and say out can really help u so release stress. If u have any problems next time, just feel free to find me, I will lend u my shoulder and be a listener of u!=)

Mei Ling, mummy, thanks a lot for helping me cover so many schs for the publicity work. You r much hyper now compare to the first time I saw u in the audition classroom, haha! I must thank daddy for bringing out the happy site of you, ahhaha! Look forward to work with u as a gefang exco! Jia you!=)

Mei Ting, the most retarded girl in the concert, ahhaha! Thank u for being all my songs' except CEST LA VIE ' s partner, haha! Nice to sing with you and ur retarded face, ahhaha! Thank you for the pink rose and the postcard! I shall address u as my golden partner now, haha!:D

Charis, thanks for being my 绿光，遇上爱，CEST LA VIE and 我爱你 partner, haha. Thank you for exchange your secret with me, both of us have retarde stories lah, ahhahaha! It was nice to chat with u on the bus to shop last time, haha, I am the noob lah, forget to get down to change the bus, in the end u can only go shop with me in tampines lah, which is like dun noe how far from ur house lah. haha! Sorry for tt! Next time dun trust me for any directions! haha! I enjoy shopping with u!=)

Mavis, another xiao mei, haha, thanks for mixing me and Mei Ting on the MSN ah, haha! I will miss u and your pink color camara, ahhaha! Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Germine, the crazy harmonist, I am infected by u guys alr, ahhaha! Thank you for making so much fun for me and thank you for creating the harmonist language which was not tt funny, but when u all talked abt it, it became very funny, ahhaha! Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Zhen Yu, it is nice to noe you through the concert instead of the CLEP camp, ahhaha, anyway, through which way we will noe each other also, ahhaha, but at least I noe the retarded and crazy side of you through the concert which is very hard to tell from ur appearence.haha! Thank you for helping me cover the sch for publicity, haha! Thank you for all the effort u have put in and thank you for being a part of my dream! =)

Zhou Jing, finally the noob zhou, congradulations u r going to experience wad I had experienced or maybe wad I am experiencing now, ahhaha! Sounds so cheam, but I believe u r clever enough to understand this, ahhaha! (give you a hint here, think about the 唯舞独尊, my version, ahhahaha) Just remind u to follow ur heart always, if u are really very tired, think abt the song I wrote to you as a birthday present: 我们都是这样，想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞，可是不要怕，有我在身旁．我陪你等天亮，拥抱着一起分享，世界对我太善良，这一路上有你，我变得坚强！＝）

That is all I wanted to say, hope the momment we shared will stay in our heart and our friendship will last forever and ever! LOVE u guys! <3

Ps: All the photos I took by handphone had been uploaded to my friendster, all the photos I took by camara had been uploaded to my facebook. Enjoy grabing!^o^